Doctor Blind

2007-03-24T18:57:00.000+08:00

Ive Converted

Alright this is one day late but ive already make my decision and finalise that im moving away from Bloggie. So yeah i was trying to find something more interesting and different and ive moved to Tabulas.A more serious kind of journaling i guess so yah Welcome to My New Blog!Alright,and please do comment/tag.aye!

2007-03-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

I Dont Care If You're A Beanie Or A Bony

Ive been reading about Blood Diamonds on Wiki.Not a type of diamond thats coated with blood of course but more to the detail of Diamond Rush being fought through War.Before that,ive got to thank Leonardo Di Cup-Rio and Djimon Honsou so much for acting so well in the movie 'Blood Diamond' that inspired me alot in finding out more about it!Ok,you've got to watch it yourself and im afraid it wont be interesting enough for you to read on the post.hoohoo.

I dont like it when jokes are becoming too out-of-sense and the joker would be using words that isnt related at all and they would go all high followed by Body Movements that shakes violently which you are too disgusted to see unless it had to be Shakira.And the next thing in my mind would be,what is that..a catch phrase? or are u suffering from Epilepsy?.So next time if u wanna joke about me..Put some sense to it. I'll Listen.

I was afraid that the course im going for right now would totally dwindle the ambition which ive kept close for some time..though,it wasnt a childhood one but the childhood times played a part in building up this ambition.Im totally not prepared to be working for Exxon Mobil or Shell or Singapore Petrochemical Technology in years to come..but that doesnt mean im avoiding it at all cost.Being a teacher was another option,but im still confused about it.Brother's result have been no less than outstanding lately and its totally giving me a sense of caution.i wont reveal much but only at the first year he already had 5 distinctions to his road to Diploma.Which simply means he's already topping the class.Now,i hate expectations so much but if the stress would help i wont mind having it.But if i am going to have that kind of result,god,even delirium cant describe fully how i feel.heh!

I hate it when topic about politics are suddenly brought up among friends in public and even though i know much about it.I prefer remaining silent not because im clueless but more of being worried it may be heard by members of public and you wont know there would be members of ISA somewhere.Trust me,their threats are really intimidating and i wouldnt want to risk my chances at the age of 17.Not yet at least.No negotiation or even trials and they keep you in somekind of jail and you wont know how long you're going to live there until they think you wont be a threat to the country.For goodness sake,stop being too suspicious about everything.Your skepticism doesnt help resolving the whole idea at all.

Oh yes,Mat Reps,why do your numbers seems to be increasing continuously.It never seem to decrease or even stay that way.Subutex is only making you shaky baky.For once do something useful to the community.Noi-San-Ce!

2007-03-21T08:32:00.000+08:00

Bangladesh Zindabad!

Its finally there..the absolute moment ive been waiting for and again they've proved to be Rock for intelligent people.Oh,im refering to the video.

I completed the whole traumatic-numerous-forms yesterday and for no sane reason im feeling real satisfied with what I did.Its numerous i know.but thats the only reason i can think of.For some time right now,Adam Sandler is a bohoo and I have to hail Will Ferrell for being my new Comedic Hero.Beside Ben Stiller. Anchorman and Talladega Knights was sooo hilarious that made me realise there's many people funnier than me! ok thats an understatement..but alright at least to this extent of the new millennium..ive never seen any comedies on the big screen as good as this..Did i spell Millennium right?

Gary have been laughing off to the thoughts that i will be wearing Lab coat,goggles,gloves and working with Chemicals that i struggled to remember few months back.I think im ready for it.And im hoping and praying very hard that i will do well in that course.Oh did i tell you my brother's in the same course as me? hahahaha! only one year senior.So yeah,Goodbye!

2007-03-11T23:26:00.000+08:00

When You're Sad You're Sad, But It Ain't That Bad...

it came to my awareness since roughly a month ago that a so-common named Jap woman is performing at the Mosaic Music Festival.Rachael Yamagata gave me an impression of simple Japanese woman,pure japanese adopting christianity and all i can think of for her lineup in Mosaic was a Violin player and nothing else.But curiosity ran high and i quickly click on new tabs and going on to Mosaic page and found her introduction. There was an audio file which i gladly didnt hesitate on clicking and listening in awe of her beautiful voices. I like her now but unfortunately i dont like her enough to go for her concert. Its enough for now,though i know i wouldnt be expecting her to come again anytime soon.Not at least she reached the age of Yoko Ono.okay maybe younger.Ok who cares about Yoko Ono? She resembles Madonna of Japan yeah but i doubt Japanese recognize her as one of them.Blame John Lennon.

I realise that im talking in my own world whenever I blog.Not concerning about giving out informations while having twenties(i believe its no more than that) of clueless mind reading and trying to guess who are these names?But the pleasure of appreciating an encyclopedia,you can type those names and research.ok,i got to stop being another Nelson Mandela.wait whats that got to do?

Alright moving on,Basyir messaged me and asked me if i could send some Rock,Emo,Emocore etc songs to him. I said sure but think again i couldnt be of a reliable source especially when it comes to the latter two highlighted words.But ill try my best aniway and do the outmost i could.Cheh!And maybe i could plant a new next big-indie-fan in him.yay!

ive been having countless dreams of me being on stage and singing to the audience of some songs which is totally foreign.I believe it was black metal not due to the nature of it being not-understandable but more of it having audiences and jumping fans with horns on them..No im not creating fairy tale right now.But hell,its freaking me out.Talking about performing on stage,I had the urge to perform in a gig..but it died down as time past and prefer having some cheesy songs filling the ear like ear wax.i was thinking that it'll remain as dream and planning to be remain as dream..and im totaly not prepared to face hordes of grumpy crowds pinning on me for performing shitty music.Ok,would they even do that? But,safety first.thats the best thing ever. :)

Riverside Symphonic winds..or rather I'd prefer calling them Riverside Band.Cause symphonic winds sounds so bias about a particular section.Sheesh.are performing tomorrow for some Pre-SYF competition. I was interested at first but im getting lazy every minute. Numbers of people going went down and i was expecting a surprise for the SYF itself.Which explains 70 percent of the reason why im not going tomorrow.Riverside Band good luck for what may happen tomorrow.Im always behind you,by your side or even if i need to be at the front.And people,Kudos and let Yamagata entertain me.yay! X0

2007-03-09T23:19:00.000+08:00

I'm The King and She's My Queen

I bought Kasabian album and i was happy with it.It sounds so different from songs i often listen to.A little bit of House concept here and there and smartly adding spices of alternative/indie rock.Brilliant.

and yeah i just watch The Terminal. Yes,that Tom Hanks movie.Okay,i know its old but i dont tink its ever too late to say what a great movie it was.I just feel like telling the whole story here but you know.im afraid of being called a Spoiler.Ah,something for you to know,its an adaptation of a real life of an Iranian man known as Merhan Karimi Nasseri.And i know what coincidence it is,he has the same nationality as Ali Karimi.Maybe 80 percent of Persian's name is Karimi..Ok back to the story.

alright so what ive got from no-stranger Uncle Wiki was that Merhan Karimi Nasseri..or ok i'll call him Karimi. has been living in Charles De Gaulle Airport,Paris,France from 8 August 1988 until August of 2006.Yeah bloody long time and he made this airport a so called home for 18 years! believe it..and all because he was denied entry due to the case that Iran was facing a revolution.a coup.And he w as expelled wandering in europe alone...and he was rejected asylum to every european country until Belgium accepted him.and for some reason he was sent back to France...and (i was lazy enough to read on and started watching the real movie)from there onwards he cant go anywhere and just stay at the airport or rather the waiting zone until age took its toll on him and suffered an illness. Well,i believe the french rejected him because there's too many immigrants(Algerians.Moroccan.Egyptians.) they were afraid that France would turn to an Arab country and afraid of being labelled by Bush-y as "Country Protecting The Terrorist Network".

Ok fine fine! ill stop. At least because not wanting my blog to be amid of controversy.but stop saying arabs are unreasonable,preventing woman rights,injustice or whatever synonyms u can describe them. Ok i think im getting carried away. Ok conclusion.The Terminal Is A Wonderful Movie! Cheerios!

2007-03-08T16:19:00.000+08:00

Sun Rise,Light Flies.

Alright i forgot about this.. im going to be a student of Nanyang Polytechnic in the Chemical And Pharmaceutical Technology Course.sounds chim eh? but im not happy with it and appealing for Business Management instead.Ermm,sounds better.reminds me of Matt Damon in Syriana.you think so?no? Ok maybe not the facial part.

There's a sudden wonder on my head on why Chinese was never established as a universal language..and rather english had been the one.Comparing the size of Britain or rather where specifically the word english derived from which is England covering i doubt no more than 1/5 of the size of China.Or even why not tamil or even hindi be the universal language losing out to English hands down really.. Well at least we know that the richest person is not from UK afterall..well Americans maybe (bill gates) but he speaks american english.different.And i even wonder how Britain or rather the Grandparents of England Wales and Scotland was once a Powerhouse entitled Great at the front having colonialise the whole of South East Asia and even India included.They dont even own half the size of their total colonial rule.Luckily there's a hero called Mahatma Gandhi.I have to admit in one way or another,even though there's hardly any relations between him and Lee Kuan Yew, he's been the cause of British retreat from the whole of Asia. Finally,now you can see how an old thin indian fellow outspoken the hell out of those Englishmen.Indians are smart you have to admit it.They overpower your conversation like popping popcorns..something for me to be proud of.Ok i know im pakistan..well at least Pakistan and India used to be one country..... :)

2007-03-03T23:11:00.000+08:00

Alex Ferguson On The Menu

Why Must they get lucky again! for god's sake im getting tired of seeing man u's celebration after scoring. lifting up the title,rio ferdinand's arrogant face,everything but at least sending off of scholes cheered me up a little.but heck! we lost which is the most important thing..whats worst..its 10-man! and what's more agonizing is when u see Alex Ferguson,Carlos Queiroz and staffs rising up to celebration and i swear i was hoping that he choked the chewing gum he was eating at that time..oh no!no offense man u fans but i'd rather see Chelsea lifting up the title 10 times than man u lifting it up ONCE..i cant get rid of it..its tradition.Family tradition indeed.Oh what the heck! its not just a game! its bloody more than that! Totally not a day! Come on win the champions league and make me happy!

2007-02-26T22:28:00.000+08:00

My Greetings In Braille

I really had nothing to do just now and went straight to the archive section realizing the fact how far had i gone to.137 post.Im not an avid blogger and im proud enough that ive reached such a long way. There's alot alot of ambitions and goals written all over. Facing the O's.how am i going to handle all that? Dnt Folios? well i said all that last time.and it takes me few months to realise thats its all over and done with. Ive got no more O's to worry about.Not even Folios unless im entering an engineering course.Im happy that at least it's over. But again,that means im getting older. I'm 17 and oh god short-10-years-time I'm 27. still a long time? but wow i feel as though my Primary 1 days were last night! that's 10 years ago isnt it?
Getting older means im going to be an adult.
Getting older means im going to set up a new family.
Getting older means im going to have a permanent job to feed the family.
Getting older means im going to be a more independent man.
Getting older means im going to say goodbye to teenage days.
Getting older means death is calling too.
The world is a temporary place...and its so scary to think that in a short while.
Just 10 years we have seen rapid changes in terms of technology.Very rapidly.
We had Big,Bulky Ericsson(not sony ericsson) phone around 10 years ago and short 10 years your already having fancy-looking Motorolas and Sony Ericssons with powerful cameras,colourings,everything u need all-in-one.
10 years ago you had again Big Bulky Walkmans and now your using a mini-piece of device called MP4 which can store photos,videos,songs? and its even smaller than that walkman!
im moving on to the second decade of life? and what will happen in next decade.

Human invention is great? kk, that's wrong.God's Great! better.

2007-02-25T16:26:00.000+08:00

The Past Is A Grotesque Animal

Its heartbreaking when i found out i wasnt the only one who received the letter from The Air Force..I was over the moon and at the same time skeptical cause i know i havnt fill up any form of application form or attend any youth Flying Club courses. And i even got a Card..sought of like a name card.Only more of low class cause there's no evidence like the crest and its soft like Jelly.I was placing my hopes high of having my picture planted largely on the front page of Berita Harian headlining "Anak Islam Ketiga Bagi Republik Air Force Singapura"
(they wont put myself as Anak Melayu Islam cause my race is Indian.Damn!).And i would pose cheesily with the New pet called F-16 or Tomahawk.My teeth would be grinning and you would swear you have never seen a teeth as white as those cause they use Photoshop to edit. But what a waste that Imran had to spoil all that by showing he had the Card too. Come on man,let me dream! hahahahaha!

And im damn jealous that Isa Halim,Glenn Ong,Lionel Lewis and some VJC guy played football with Zidane for a charity match..WHY!

2007-02-23T17:34:00.000+08:00

Ghost Of York

Having no job at the moment is almost heavenly-like..and im enjoying every minute and second of it.mayb having the money was partly the reason but still enjoying quality time with close friends are way way better. even when there's no money involved.and i have been going out alot too much that i start to miss home,my PS2 controllers have been on hiatus from my hands for days right now,ok maybe not as much as u did but personally yes i tink thats alot of time.heh.

For the first time at Seoul Garden burdened me with massive blur-ness but i tried my best aniway and had fun with those stuff that i took. But yeah i enjoyed my time afterall and how unlucky that for the second time i saw tha Ang Mo Kio Old Gay again. hahaha,and the most hilarious thing was all boys said 'eeee' at the same time.heh,and now Stonesour is sticking to everybody's head.and now i feel like singing again.Lets make a music video! Feels Like Forever....

Alright sounds gay,but nothing beats the thought of a massive Sound-Make-Over. Try imagining someone singing a Death Metal song intially and transformed to a Nickelback or more of ala-Starsailor style.Strange eh? but thats what happens to Correy Taylor. Sorry Slipknot fans,he's a pussy now..hahahaha just kidding!

and after 8 long years,i finally step onto the old famous jetty again. We(amin,khairul,shakir,me) were wearing like kampong boys(traditional songkoks and popiahs) returning from prayers,sat on the floor of the multi purpose hall in between block 35 and 34 waiting till the rain stops and set off to the jetty when the clouds were taking a short break. We talk,blurting everything out,looking at Johor,and me getting nervous when the road seems endless. But i sure know i wont get lost as long as the Scrapeyard is in sight,and the straits of Johor is right infront of my eyes.but it never fail to make me wonder why are they so many *booths* of chinese prayer figures. that shivers really.and khairul was getting too adventurous that he had to bring us to a so called short cut route but end up in smelly,stale,unsightly,small lake?. I was expecting a condom in sight,or a couple in action hahah but luckily not! and the paths were slippery as though your watching Pan's Labyrinth and you'll never know what creatures are waiting for you to slip at the lake.and everything is so slimy which totally reminds me that Woodlands/Marsiling was once a swamp area.totally! hahaha,alright it was sought of liberal for me when we got out coz i cant stand the humid and i was totally running late. And we had all the urban legend stories later on which totally sums up the trip.hahah,ok im feeling so Wild Thornberries and i need to stop. Oh yes,sure! bukit timah? Jom!

2007-02-18T20:47:00.000+08:00

Ruby,Ruby,Ruby!

ohh ohh i made this up myself after a short session with my most favourite site ever..Wikipedia! haha..ohh and like i always say,it never fails giving valuable information..Including this!

Alright read this..

When someone is from Singapore,we call him/her a Singaporean.

When someone is from Malaysia,we call him/her a Malaysian.

When someone is from Belgium,we call him/her a Belgian.

When someone is from Morocco,we call him/her a Moroccan.

When someone is from American,we call him/her an American.

When someones is from Canada we call him/her a Canadian.

Alright if you got all that,then its good.
now guess

When someones is from Burkino Faso, what do you call him/her?

You Must be thinking its Burkinoan? Burkino Fasoan? Burkinofasoaian?

No No.the answer is all wrong..

It Is....

Burki-NABE! NYEHAHAHA..I wasnt lying!! hahahahaha

2007-02-18T00:09:00.000+08:00

We Love Our King Bumibol!

I regret saying that i wasn't gay enough to watch Robbie Williams Live..He's Great! Really! The one and only solo artiste that i really look up to.Note:(not including bands)or okay maybe the other one would be Thom Yorke and no other. Ohh lets just forget about those sissy Take That times.hahah! coz She's Madonna is a blast. Ignore the videos,listen to the song.

Ok not forgetting Jamiroquai.He's One of them too. Heh,and i think i enjoy eating at Queensway's Macdonald.No not because the McSpicy is extra Juicy or even the coke is extra gasy but it never fails to personally help me imagining things back to old days where if i live at that time i would be taking out a gramophone and Bring out a huge Circular disc of the Beatles. I can imagine Paul McCartney and John Lennon(dont be mistaken with aaron lennon..hahaha)singing together in all their hits and blending in their voices like rojak juice. and Ringo Starr would be jumping around at the back all because the song was too jumpy and keeps hitting the drums with a sexface..err yah i guess. Ok, it never happened,but mayb thats what happened to my Dad. I can imagine that he would be repeating the Beatles again and again while falling in love with my mum. although he digs hindustan songs more(ok i admit now..he was a frontman of a hindustani band name Shanty and his voice beats Shah Rukh Khan..err can Shah Rukh Khan sing? lol) but i know he would never fail to not listen to Beatles anyway. Not forgetting there's also Jimi Hendrix pictures and i got tired of him cause he's like almost every Rockstar idol.i believe matthew bellamy would be one for the future..hahah!

Oh yes,i have a project in mind. It maybe interesting cause i have never been to this place before...anybody wants to go the Kranji War Memorial..No no,we're not going to wake up the dead or play ouija board there..just visiting.

ok this post is a waste of time..i need more blackbuds

2007-02-14T20:48:00.000+08:00

Now On Lazy Bum, I See Your Frown And Its Like Looking Down The Barrel Of My Gun..Raargh!

Finally,like Really Finally,tomorrow is the last day of work.
And finally like really Finally i've made the decision for the courses.
Wohoo and finally, I can sense that the rush of relief are coming towards me in High Speed soon enough!

Ah yes,work.Something that i hate to talk about but just let me talk all the hearts out since tomorrow would be the last time ey? The final two weeks was a massive disaster when some innocent kids yet menacing spread some kind of cruel disease to Ashraf.Yes very cruel indeed. And he lost his job,lost his inital skin, and lost his handsome look all at once. All due to a viral Chickenpox disease that also lost my mood to even go to work. And for the past two weeks, i was thinking about how was i going to survive it. No matter how hard i put up a debate. I argued till salivas wet the carpets in the office but it was to no avail.ok that was exaggeration. Nonetheless,i proceed on what i had to do and told myself.two weeks,thats all.

And for two weeks i did survive. and thats when i learned that working with someone 13 years older than you is really really hard.The communication barrier is really tough and her old quaint ideas are really hard to get over with. Yes,she wants to interact with me and she keeps on asking Redundant questions-not worth talking about-something that she JUST made up-and all i did was to nod my head and proceed listening to my mp3 and pretend to close my eyes to sleep.Or even pretend how interesting the book i was reading even though the book had long bore me out coz its soo soo draggy. But the good thing,she was never a bad worker. She did what i told her (nicely). We had a give and take situation which was really much appreciated.
And whatever it is i just cant wait to enjoy the two months or so before school starts. Something that i really really look forward to..

haha wohoo.. Thank you all the pictureworks crews!

2007-02-10T21:06:00.001+08:00

Dont Get Cranky

It was never meant to be a christian-influenced blog.the initial plan was to replace the picture up here to something else..but it turned out that the possibilites of it happening is almost impossible. So just stay it that way while i figure out what to do next.

The results are out. Doesnt require me to say how relief i was. Yes, a little disappointment on the result.but what is done is done. and its insane to go back in time and repeat the paper..coz the results are okay.only not satisfying.thats all.

Imran..hats off to you. You should thank me alot cause i just mention the exact thing and it came true.hahaha alright no thank Allah not me.and stop insisting i have a christianized skin.sheesh

Oh and yah , ive been doing what you have been doing too. Going around every polytechnic sites hunting for the specific,most well suit course you would like to go to. And at the same time surveying the COP.And yeah you know michael jackson song.."im under pressure..." and so on. Its on my head right now.

Results aside and on a brighter note..this is what i receive from NYP right on my email.

Dear Mohammad Nagib

Hi! Thank you for visiting Nanyang Polytechnic (NYP) during its recent Open House!

Congratulations, you're a winner of our NYP Open House Grand Draw!

You've won an Aztech hamper worth $500. Consists of a Aztech Skype DECT cordless handset and a pair of HomePlug HL105EW 802.11b/g wireless extender

Prize collection is at NYP during the period of the JAE (Joint Admissions Exercise).

Dates/Times:
12 - 14 Feb (Mon - Wed): 8.30am - 4.00pm

Venue: NYP Auditorium Lobby (JAE Centre Reception Counter)
(Click here for directions: http://www.ibuzz.nyp.edu.sg/map_to_auditorium.htm)

What to bring:
Your NRIC or ezlink card showing your NRIC no. for our verification.

HAHAHA! i dont know if its just another form of bamboozling going on trying to attract me to study in Nanyang Polytechnic. Hahah bu its worth 500 and im not stupid enough to decline even they meant in doing it! But what the heck,how many times must i tell u people..my name is NAQIB..not NAGIB! Ghaaarrhhh!

2007-02-03T18:08:00.000+08:00

The Good The Bad And The Queen

Against all odds,they have beaten Thailand on what seem a close encounter match.and what comes along is the Un-sportsman-like behaviour of the Coach Chanvit to call off the match. And all again came about the big Hoo-Haa accompanied with another Gu-Ga of all the controversial undeserved penalty given towards Singapore on what seems like The
Most Depressing Time happening towards the already under-pressured refferee..they call him Ravichandran. And its a pity that he's gonna avoid Bangkok at all cost all his life or they're really going to have something new for the menu! Oh,Thais,they eat almost anything. and now why the heck are u people wearing Good Guy Goes To Heaven,Bad Guy Goes To Pattaya! Just change that word to Bangkok can?disgusting.

Oh yes what a day and it seems like Timbuktu looong time since we have a proper match at the field. and what a beginning for the first match to clinched a successive thrash! Yes, I dont have to be disgruntled about it..my bad too. Let the winners elaborate more about the match..I dont wish to aniway.Heh!

It's frightening when blood suddenly burst out of the nose while sneezing and luckily it happens on the last straw. And having to do a little unnecessary tweaking doesnt helps at all! like totally! The sneezing cant be controlled and its coming out like water rushing out from hose reel..scary at first but cool to the second sight. and without any sane reason that Coldplay's album cover suddenly appeared in the mind . A Rush Of Blood To The Head

Oh yes, work! nothing really helps making the work easy even if its by means of Physical Abuse,Verbal Abuse,Wrestling,Judo-ing, Taekwando. Nothing really. and after weeks of work i finally realize the outmost number one Winning formula..which is ultimate patience(duhh), sheer grit and dogged determination to make everything works for one thing. To help some unfortunately unfortunate kids who keeps on repeating annoying mumbles and ungrateful rolling eyes stand straight,look straight and look good on the ez-link. Oh yes and how ironic that irritating agaped mouth of little young immatured (i assume..) future padawans are the only group of bamboolooos to say thank you at the end of everything.Yes..though again they are bamboolooos and yes so far im yet to hear any thank you's from any grateful kids from P6. Yeah they are not to blame and i cant get that emotional for nothing.But oi! penat tau!

and i have really been rambling too much now and im going to stop right now! really.
oh yes this sound lame,stupid or nerd really but goodbye Netizens!

2007-01-30T19:16:00.000+08:00

Im Watching You ROAR Again

I didnt even think that the match against the Thais are going to be even hotter than the one in Malaysia and what miracle that the Grandstand tix(15 bucks mind you) are fully sold out..and the child tix are sold out just in one day and a night.
There's nothing to be happy if you cant get the tickets..but really,Football Fever is running wild and high all over again in Singapore. amazing! and i never expected it to run wild again! Its totally different from 2 years back when we Proudly thrash the Indonesian inside out in their Senayan homeground and in the return leg in Kallang, we won them again.but the crowd was still unsatisfying and we were sunk from the loud chants by the everly patriotic indonesian fans..tho losing! It may be the result of the change of names on the competition as in from Tiger Cup to Asean Football Championship coz tiger sounds more a-Singapore-competition and Friendly Cup whereas Asean sounds more simply Asean and rather sounding a more serious competition. And nothing beats the passion of Football when the opponent come in floods when they know they're getting verbal screwed up again in our ground.And a thai fan came to me infront of the Stadium just now to take a photo of him with the word Singapore Sports Council.Which i dont see anything interesting about it really.Let them be thais,myanmars,viets,malaysians. None of them managed to escape free from the verbal abuse and luckily so far no riots happen.

and riots are so common in the balkans just because of Football and its only clubs.just like the rivalry between Dinamo Moscow and Dinamo Kiev. Nations apart,but the rivalry is just as bitter.

and please remind yourself.its FOOTBALL! not SOCCER!..the word 'soccer' only exist in the american world.

And i think i have a bloody pussy skin again right now.and im going to change it real soon!

2007-01-24T21:18:00.000+08:00

Alliance Francais De Singapour

The 3rd day of 3rd week and ive seen so so so so much of Japanese students right now.but strange that most of them are having Oichi at the back..and that reminds me of Choco Pillos!(yes! something i seek for at every primary schools)..blame siti for that.
and yeah,just met a french student..ROMAIN.

and yeah! John Doe is out..(ok dayana..aku tau aku tau). hahaha..now i fucking hate terence steadman like how i fucking hate coconuts.

2007-01-22T20:34:00.000+08:00

Nicholas,Joel,Joash -Im getting tired of this names

having volunteered myself out of the luxury and liberty of not having to wake up at 6 on weekdays have really gave me a harsh counter-setback of what seems like 5 days a week of living hell. I have to push ego aside right now and straight to the fact,no secrets that im beginning to get tired of this job.I could nver wish for a perfect day whereby all students would be have soo soo well as long as primary 1 kids still remain in the list. and im having trouble controlling the words i say right now as my words are getting more and more harsh towards the kids than usual.and im just afraid that i would let go some words that would'nt be pleasing to the ear towards students,authorities or even myself. im just suprised that there havnt been cases of tears shed by the kids from the brutal mouth of mine. and hopefully that would never happen. and names,names,names..
i can almost spot right now which kid behaves well and which one does not just by the name.Yeah yeah dont judge a book by its cover what crap..but its really true that i can spot on which or who to watch out for.

and expectations from the office is really getting high..and i cant stand any longer..really get this 4 weeks gone and done with..get the o level results..enjoy the pay and proceed with the everly normal life of going to school just like any student..and stop being soo cheeky and itchy to behave like adult..ive got to realise now.Im still early in the process of education and im nt supposed to think about jobs any sooner.

on a brighter note,im going to catch Singapore Vs Malaysia at the Stadium!

2007-01-20T10:10:00.000+08:00

Muse In Fort Canning,Singapore

Needless to say that i was extremely astonished when they came popping in without any warning from the curtains and blasted to Knights of Cydonia.Its unbelievable when finally I get to see my favourite band of all time and having to dream everytime that they would at least one day come to singapore.

I was so excited that day that i was giggling all the way from woodlands station to dhoby ghaut like a loon. I was not disappointed a single bit at all..and i really think 95 dollars spend on the concert was 200% percent worth it.much value for money rather than going for prom..for me at least.heh. They completely blew me away like Katrina and my mouth went agape when they suddenly came popping out..coz they were like half an hour late and i didnt expect them to come out any sooner.and by the end of the concert..i completely lost 40pcnt of the voice and 70pcnt of the hearing(luckily) the sweat covered 95pcnt of the whole shirt(partly due to the shirt being long sleeve).i admit that i was a little bit shiok sendiri at that time..but i know the best way to make all the value for money works is to enjoy urself to the fullest..ignoring what others might think..and i jsut realise one thing i have to always do in a concert..To be safe,go with the flow,when they jump,you jump. and im glad it really works.

and all that almost make me crazy(like the handwaving profusely kind of way).

but i really dont mind what others think about me coz i really think they were fantastic! the confetti filled balloons was creative,outstanding light system that turns me to daze, and Matt Bellamy's powerful,stinging (admittedly im biased though) vocals.Dom's throbbing drumming and even Chris's brilliant basslines..

ok i know i must stop but the truth is out and they are the greatest live band ever.i dont care about your different taste but it still is to me.

Come back to Singapore!

Oh and thank you imran for being a supportive and great companion at the concert..oh and you too ain.

Happy Muslim New Year (1 Muharram 1428H)

2007-01-12T22:44:00.000+08:00

Week 1: Picture Really Works

perhaps if the mood goes with the flow.this is gonna be a lengthy post. be prepared.

so basically its been 6 schools in 5 days and hell,i just realize that photo taking isnt as simple as i used to think or maybe u are thinking right now.

u need dozens of practise, and dozens of routined ritual of setting up,getting the backflash right,getting the scanning right.. and everything that involves the practise of having to practise.and 5 days seems like 50 days of work.
Tired? that is an understatement.

so the 80% percent of the 6 schools have been good to me..but im nt quite happy with the other 20 percent.

firstly Ai Tong school was good.the students are obedient..very quiet..not much of noise pollution.and they have a fantastic view of a buddhist monastery nearby.im impressed. i work at peace..only that they have so many students there..oh ya the pictures..this is Ai Tong School.its at bishan aniway.

overall: i'll rate it 3/5

and yah another interesting thing about having this photo taking job is that u got to know different kind of kids from different races..no not the usual ethnic ones..so far,ive met some greek twins from bedok green with their names having Nifakis at the end,a czech republican girl from CHIJ toa payoh with a Mucek at the beginning.a dutch from catholic high with a name of Van Cantlaar or sumting like that.its really interesting yeah..alright for the next day
it was ACS barker..

ok that school's extraordinarily big..and i thought i was in some kind of resort.it's the mirror of a dictator schools.its surrounded by many many walls..too big to explore..filled with filthy rich kids..but quite well behaved suprisingly..and im quite impressed..ohh yah they have a big big canteen. big bookstore wic was POPULAR..and haiya i just show the pics lar hor!

its more like a hotel receptionist than a general office.
Teachers who have been a great help by screaming their lungs out to the kids.good job
the church at acs

You got it right.thats popular.

ACS barker..ill give it 4/5..
oh ya i was needed to back up for bedok green at that time.but that schools ultra boring lar..and yah becoz of that school i bleed my finger..and it felt numb up till now. ive been massaging it for a loong time but nothing works..

ok bukit timah is another boring school..but quite well behaved kids.but one thing about tis school.i just tink the DM was a bit too harsh towards the EM3 kids..
well the boy was asking whats the photo taking for and the DM said.." for what you ask? for criminal record ah? u all 6H wat..6 hopeless!" i wasnt the only shocked one.ashraf was too. ok here it is..its damn ulu lar..we're just lucky 173 happen to stop at the bus stop..and we were the lone ranger there.no assistant nuting..you know like the song " just the two of us"..but kk noo..not gay.

kk next was catholic high..i have no pictures for that school.but really thats a school i wouldnt want to remember..ITS CHAOTIC..like rambutans!..only much worst!.

ermm yah the one and final school..the best of all currently..kk im not a pervert..but they are just so well behaved...really well behaved..and everything goes well and smooth. thats CHIJ toa payoh for you.

well the school was a little bit too comfortable..and we literally fell asleep when we sat on the sofa while waiting for the next classes..oh we made it like our own lodge..there's even a rocking chair.how great..and ideal place for work.i love it.make it 5/5,

and this was practically what we did while waiting,look at the sofa..that was the place to rest..and the place for work..was 2 seconds walk away.how great.and im not lying. he was really reading the papers out loud to the bear..expressing his thoughts about how hot Felicia Chin is..and the bear nods in agreement. look at his eyes.

and this i was really getting curious on what Wei Li have been reading..the book was entitled Tuesdays With Morrie- an old man, a young man and life's greatest lesson

the book was too hard to believe and make me reacted that way.So much for being 23 now Wei Li..oh ya he's my Assistant aniway..AKA helper? so yeah! thats all for the 5 days.

2007-01-07T10:08:00.000+08:00

Na Nah Na Nah

Now there's a total of 30 schools im going to.
i heard about at least 95 percent for all their schools.
But,but no more than 50 percent is where i know how to get to.
but im glad im having a lot of woodlands.
oh and tell me if u have a primary 1 or 6 cousins in the schools.
tell them..
Say Hi uncle naqib and be a good boy....can?

oh yar..
i have fuchun,si ling greenwood,marsiling,qihua,wellington(sembawang)
and some others in yishun..peixin,peiying,northview.
hahaha and yah i got a monfort!hahaha

2007-01-04T16:34:00.000+08:00

Final Rudimental

Im really glad that i just went through the first day of training which was not bad at all.and i just realise that the job is kind of heavily populated with malays but luckily none of them are mats/minahs.but its good to make new friends really and we have a saiful apek in part of our team and his friend was supposedly used to be in Riverside. There's nothing to be amaze about on right now.cause really,our country is only 647km2..no matter how densely populated the country is.It's still small aniway!

We were assigned a list of schools which we can request..and they give name of schools for the first day...
Admiralty Primary
Ai Tong Primary
Anderson Primary
Ahmad Ibrahim Primary
and some others which i dont bother to remember.

Initially we wanted to request for Admiralty Primary,but to think about it again, we still need to go back to our headquarters in AMK..and for a conservative choice, Anderson should be the wisest.and the only thing that burdens us would be the early wake and morning rush to a massive mix of smells in the MRT train.you can really smell beautiful fragrant on one side and marvellous long kept body odor which hopefully NOT lead me to a fatal suffocation right on the MRT train. now thats going to be the first challenge!and for 15 minutes i have to wait before a liberal relief.

2007-01-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

Alfred

Like it or not,politics are meant to be part of the life that we go through.
Ive always said,its a world your living in,its shameful if you know nothing.
imagine theres martians or plutoians living in the universe.they'll call u stupid earthlings!crap.politics aside!heh

aniwes, i have a really big obsession.and the obsession have been adopted only weeks back before the o's started. this is what i do, when i get tired of studying,i take out a diary and draw up my travel plans.and for every destination,i put it specifically where and when im going.Its a so called aim,only some sought of overboard.almost unachievable

well, and yeah all the places i wrote down are somewhat gives you a huh? and im expecting a thousand huh if write them down here. its not some fanatical places,not dreamland.never.mayb not you but it'll sure make me go awe. i dont look for winter necessarily.grasslands..hell yeah.historical sites..wonderful.ports..even better.

its something unique.its what i seek for outside.and never look back.and never miss home. something for an ideal honeymoon.and honestly,ive never dreamt of New York but maybe Montreal.ive never dreamt of London maybe Edinburgh.ive never dreamt of Paris maybe Amsterdam.or even ive never dreamt of Milan maybe Genoa.its not called low profile.But its all about how i could lie down comfortably.anywhere i want.
unwary of health
unwary of disasters
unwary of safety
unwary of noise

and i believe im having a massive PHD for quiet and peace. Hopefully,i could cancel out every single one of the plans in 20 years time.amin.

Passion Hunger Desire

2007-01-03T14:06:00.000+08:00

Sympathy For The Devil

Kurdish suspicions
Good luck selling the idea of cautious, responsible American counsel to Mahmud Othman, a Kurdish politician, who, in Tuesday’s Al Hayat accused the U.S. of not only encouraging, but rather engineering a swift conclusion to Saddam's life story.

Othman argued that the U.S. pushed to hasten the Iraqi leader's execution in an effort to avoid more details of past American collaboration with the dictator being revealed in subsequent investigations.

Othman, a powerful Kurdish member of the Iraqi National Assembly, told the pan-Arab daily that "hastening the execution of Saddam before ... investigating the source of the chemical weapons he used to suppress the Kurdish and Shiite uprising was an American plot ... [due to] the fear that their role would be revealed."

Timing criticized
Egypt's pro-government daily Al Ahram also noted those suspicions, though they took a backseat to criticism that Saddam's execution had taken place on the opening day of the Eid holiday marking the feast of sacrifice.

In Tuesday’s edition of the paper, columnist Ahmad Bahjat summarized the Egyptian Foreign Ministry's position by writing that the execution had taken place "without any regard for the feelings of Muslims or the sacredness of the day," which Bahjat noted is an occasion for forgiveness.

"You can say whatever you want about Saddam Hussein," the columnist wrote. "You can say he was a tyrant ... and that no one was spared from his atrocities. ... Despite all that, his trial was a farce and his execution on the first day of the Eid a major mistake."

Biggest critique reserved for Iraqi government
However, after referencing the gruesome and humiliating video of Saddam's execution that quickly found its way to the Web, Alhomayed saved his sharpest rebuke for the Iraqi government: "Unfortunately, the democratic government of Iraq became equal to al-Qaida by showing the scenes of the one being executed. It ruined the conviction against Saddam Hussein and spoiled their democracy. It even managed to give the former president an ending that portrayed him as a strong and staunch man."

MSNBC TV's Seth Colter Walls worked at Beirut's Daily Star newspaper during 2004. Prior to joining MSNBC, he was editor of Mideastwire.com , a Web-based service that translates key Arabic- and Persian-language stories from print, radio and television media in the Middle East.

I Wasn't Alone.

2007-01-01T15:10:00.000+08:00

Saddam Hussein

The execution of Saddam Hussein has been celebrated with all kinds of emotions lately..and sure im truly against the delight side and more to the distraught one.

True,he's responsible for the death of thousands of kurds,shiites and many more minority races across Iraq with experimentation of Genocide killing..dumping every single one of them in massive graves.And he,was the one who started Kuwait war..going war with the kuwaitians,and again kill thousands of them.Theres no denial,he was the iron nail,dictatorship,cruel,brutal and all kinds of characteristics u used to describe a predator.But if you still insist that Iraq suffered 100 percent under him and there was truly no room to breath than i suggest you can leave this page and type
www.cartoonnetwork.com..("i believe you'll know more about politics there")

Sorry but you should know that at this moment of your life,generalisations are bad and once and for all white or at least some black..but no gray in within. Im really not prepared if anyone starts knocking the door in a moment..but i make tis clear.im against terrorism but at the same time..im against the disrespect on a sovereignity of a nation.I am not racist for sure. Not that I hate whites..oh, its rather immature if i mentions "white sucks" and all and theres no reason for being stereotype as long as racial concerns.

Speak about humanity concerns,i bet if your human enough..you would let him see through the Eidiladha or even the New year.about the rush,that was truly inhumane and totally unacceptable..your treating a once high reputation/status leader like an animal.The trial was carried out nonchalantly and no room for any responds of what actually happens.No respect of his status and sure nobody likes to be treating that way if he is the leader.your treating a once beloved leader and televised himself with no respect of his supporters and leave them into tears.and really,your creating even more chaos and hostile among each other on the country once he ruled.

Your adding salt to the wound.There was no fight among the races when he was the man in charge.nothing even.i cant put harmony as the word.but i believe so..look at the iraq's state now.ur Men too are one by one falling,dying in the ground they never lived in..and they never wanted to be.You used them with a reason of "Keeping the security and peace of the country"..but no they cant argue..coz "im the president of the ...." and i have the veto power of the world.

When their man falls,the one-in-charge look and said "damn i lost a man and i need to send more reinforcement"..but to those who are there..when they see their man down..they say "i can be next..God,when am i going to return"..We dont want to see the iraqi people suffers, but we dont want to see Soldiers going down also.Iraq war was never meant for the security of a country.It's meant to be taking over an economy and increasing wealth to an already rich country and also as far as jealousy may concern.

If a country were to attack them,they say it is an attack against mankind.a cruel act against other humankind.Heartless.and many more synonyms to it..but when you do the same thing to them.you said it was security reasons and also to preserve the peace of our country and make a better living for the people of Iraq.and there was never a better living for them.So many things happen in guantanamo.the world knows but they refuse to acknowledge it.so many things happen in abu ghraib.the world knows but they refuse to admit it. If the same thing can happen towards Lincoln Burrows in prison break by caroline reynolds.i believe the same thing can always happen in real life situation.Conspiracies are everywhere and they can give thousand of reason for different kinds of Modus Operandi.for everyone of them at least.

Inshaallah,hopefully 2007 would be a better year.and im really hoping so.

I wouldnt want to hear anymore series of chaos,i wouldnt want to be stuck on the sofa everytime watching the same stories all over again.no.let 2007 be a new chapter.

God,Please.

2006-12-31T21:28:00.000+08:00

2007

Theres' no point writing about all the highlights of 2006 right now coz then ill be burning the midnight oil and sleeping at 8 am.so many things happen,and im really going to miss every single one of them. And again,thank god soo much for letting me striking more smiles than shedding more tears..As much as I miss 2006,still, i wouldnt want it to happen again. Let 2007 come and gods willing.There would be more smiles to come and may all the wishes for all the years come true.

and for today,what happened in khutbah really strike me hard. Well actelli i almost cried during the sermons.heh.and hopefully,the one would show me the way.. and produce a reincarnation of me being a better muslim.Insyaallah.

2006-12-30T22:57:00.000+08:00

GREAT

Ive always hated telling people how sucky my life is.or how sucky it is the problem im facing right now..and when im facing it.i prefer to be keeping quiet rather than having to express and at times deteriorates the already bad bad problems im facing. and also,i cant thank god fully for how forgiving i had always been. I tend to let the gone be bygones and forget about it and look to the future and i believe the way i live is more like Abu's philosophy. for everyday in my life,i tell myself its gonna be GREAT.and the great im talking about is not what we all know very well. I always believe that great have more to the meaning. and my definition of Great had always been Getting Really Excited About Today .
I really thank god 65 percent for being who i am. Anybody can make me angry but ill start pinching their butt and joke around in 10 minutes time. But for the 35 percent,i hated having it sooo much. Im grateful,but being forgiving all the time..is not always the marvellous plus point i have

Nvm about it..for now..

Selamat Hari Raye pade umat islam sedunie ye.. Semoga kambing anda mempunyai Gaya Mutu Keunggulan.Bek!

2006-12-20T20:52:00.000+08:00

No Not You,The Next Guy!

The spices of violence,maturity and partial-adultery have polluted my mind lately.
no not some porn sites..
but thanks to Rockstar Games for that.
the consistent coarse words.
mild-gore ( theres many more games with gory scenes(GTA))
XXX shops. XXX magazines.
but dont worry..im not a dirty 16 year old perv.
im just having fun with the 5RM worth game
called BULLY.heh.
wait,the original price would be 50 SGD.
but i only got it at estimately 2.25 SGD coz i got it from some
long hair,pierced ears,pierced tounge(i assume)
ahbeng from Berjaya Times Square.

hah! no its not what you think.not blackmarket at all..
its just the all-so-overly-common word called piracy.
and i appeared skeptical when the malaysian police go all the way saying..
WE CANT STAND PIRACY/BELI YANG TULEN or whatever nots their policy is..
wic is very ultra contradicting because piracy shops are continuing their activities beneath their noses.
remember: you can always say u have a better police force in singapore than malaysia..
coz all the piracy stalls were raided like nobody's business.
and whats more,theres a big big big poster by the side at Tuas checkpoint depicting
a nicely paint/drawn/print patterns at the background with words indicating.

PIRACY
KILLS
CREATIVITY.

i like the rhyme really.but i believe thats no joke.
and all the police would turn again SKEPTICAL when they look at your
so-so-nervous face..
luckily it didnt happen for me.
although i realise there was an enormous scanner or whatsoever u call it that
detects anything in ur bag
even UNDIES!

2006-12-20T15:55:00.000+08:00

Sorry,Its The Wrong Path

Just realize how heavenly tiramisu taste like..
the appearance is damn ugly.
and its soo bitter when u suck
but the taste was wow! when you bite.
but i dont know if its considered cheap..
coz i bought it at 65RM for 1KG of it.
i mean cheap in the sense of Singapore Currency(SGD$)..
right?

for now,im still staring at the NTUC job application form.
its lifeless but sure im seeing hands popping out from it asking me to fill em up.
but since the nearest outlet would be at AMK..
ill just wait and continue contemplating on what would i do next.

Using mozilla to blog really make me think im really bad in english.
they keep on highlighting all the grammar and spelling mistake altho i do it deliberately.

Oh yeah! Asean Championship is Starting Real Soon.
i cant wait to go the stadium!

2006-12-19T00:27:00.000+08:00

Go Sideways,Its Steep Ahead

Overall trip was nice.
But Genting was no more than disappointment.

that picture explains..im on the cable car..and i cant see a single shit right upfront..
and all we did at genting was hibernate inside the mall..without the sleeping actually..
there was no rides.nothing.for the outdoor ones that is..
indoor looks boring and we just ate,walk around the mall for timbuktu times.
countless frequent toilet breaks,uncontrolled bladder,popping popcorns,slow-serviced marrybrown,tasteless chicken rice,steaming rice at 50 degrees.its boring.

but i'm satisfied with the blizzards actually.i dont see blizzards everyday and having the opportunity to feel,smell and taste is satisfying ...

to be honest,ive been working out on all poses..and none satisfies my wants.i hate all the pose i made.including this..

oh ya,and we made some redundant trips to historical places in malacca. Went and sleep in KL too..and we have an ultra-soft receptionist... "dorang tak bagik ke?"with that you-know-sexy-tone.
hahaha and he/she got that sexy hand-workout to flip a pen.

oh yah,i witness illegal activities happening on streets of KL.Prostitution and it involves gay prostitution. Eeeeee..

alright enough of the trip.im getting tired of Malaysia.
I Want Cordoba NOW!

2006-12-14T23:11:00.000+08:00

My Name Is Trouble

i had fun at chalet.and ill truly miss every single three/four niners all the time..especially all boys.heh.gotta do this again karthik.

sounds ridiculous,but im going for my first ever Genting trip..and first ever Sunway trip since 1994.yeah 1994 wic is hell of 12 years..Nonetheless..i know im going to enjoy myself hopefully.and adding to the fact that the whole family members are going.im really looking forward.

my feet is itching badly to play soccer on the field again.Nobody's gonna make 49 vs 48 match again?cumon tis time find a PROPER field..Jalan besar stadium or Marsiling field also can..as long as there are proper goalpost proper corner flag.its good enough

2006-12-11T10:14:00.000+08:00

.......

when you were all too excited,prepared,set,all ready and go.
but it was all broken by a few words by the authority.
you look at him/her in disgust.
you cant say anything at the moment.
the heart was raging.
but all you could say was a Silent Whisper of
"what the fuck".
you're really confused.
the chance have all gone.
Here you are,
you're looking at the most hated face of the moment.
enjoy your stay.
Muse Concert?Do not mention.
thanks.
*smile*

2006-12-06T22:39:00.000+08:00

Sweet Tangerine

So much for being a prison break fanatic now,i regret completing all the episodes of season 2 and have to wait for effing 1 and a half loong months before the next official episode comes out from the US(22nd January).And plus,im so glad that the twist at the end of the (one of the greatest) episode of prison break was something that give all prison break fanatics a glimmer of hope and a reason to smile..oh shut up i know its drama series..but i cant stop smiling after watching the twist..The likeliness of it happening was soo unlikely and all current season 1 watchers would say RIDICULOUS!.but hey i cant believe it either..and you want to know whats the twist..aww,that you have to wait up till when Mediacorp would show Season 2..let me guess...err,lets say the earliest would be february maybe..wic is the first episode of Season 2..and im at episode 13!i hope theres no media publication officers reading my blog but honesty is not always the best policy..piracy is!ok its not really pirated alright. hehehehehehehe! *evil*

arghh,cant blame me..its the current major obsessions,that i would unwillingly let go.(the only other obsession i have is muse.nothing else)..and im loving it to the core.but im not crazy over it la.Obsession-Crazy=different.

maybe,this may sound more ridiculous but i havnt gone to vivo since the O's are done..and im not planning to go any sooner? or am i not the only one. Mayb only after i grab on the muse tix..then ill start planning on when to go..heh

oh and yah,i was this close (-) for a trip to Cardiff for two weeks a day before the muse concert announcement only to be spoiled by my mother's suggestion.'No need la'..at first i was heartbroken.i mean i just missed the chance to look at milennium stadium or even to watch Muse concert over there..but what luck,they announced their concert here the day after..so thank god!

and more in that cardiff trip,im only following my uncle,auntie and grandma without any family member involve..it wouldnt be as comfortable ..so yeah not going there is a good idea..hahahaha!

2006-12-04T18:14:00.000+08:00

StickEyes

I think Stacy Dupree(eisley) and me have something in common.
Really coincidental that the idol like what i Do.
and its very intimate.
its for both of us.
No its not any Celebrity-syndrome
..or specifically..i call it.
The Stacy Syndrome
its for real.
and its all about
we like drama series!
oh you people like it too?
Cumon just let me have the feeling.

You know..it really suck that im jobless right now.
the real fact is actually i DO NOT want to work.

but after countless of matchess in winning eleven and countless of time being online in msn..and countless of times watching Stupid movies [including Gory ones- SAW 2(eeeeeee)]..and countless of doing countless things.i really need a job.
and know what,after doing all these things..i fear of being jobless in 10 years time..i mean what am i gonna do then..and im only spending more money by being jobless...but still the ego is as solid as the Krakatau Crater...and Todd Rungren have been singing to the brains all day and night "i dont want to work and i just want to bang on the drum all day~~"..(dont bother searching it..its a dumb song.)

and know what..i'm eager to get some PS2 games now? Holiday plaza? City Square? anybody?

2006-12-03T21:04:00.000+08:00

Cavaldi De Parma

Almost get a shock of my life when the desktop background changed from lincoln burrows to
"Your computer has been infected with the spyware,windows are now downloading the most reliable anti-virus system to prevent any data loss"
and took the whole afternoon to reformat the computer.

and plus! the screen also went kesiao...which i think was a separate cause.it blinked and blinked non stop for like 30 mins before it returns to all right.

ahh yeah,although its kind of boring,but the preparations and wealth spent on the opening ceremony of Doha Games 2006 was rather impressive..really! Asian games ceremony was like the olympic.. and i bet its not that long until Doha would host Olympic one day..Oh yeah liya,uzbeks have really sexy dance moves and unique.and they have the different spices looks..Chinese figure,Russian surface and bits of arab.

Know..i feel like listening to scissors sisters..but theirs acts and their videos prevented me from doing so..well,im not a homophobic..but it scares me really to see them that way..im afraid of being influenced.hahaha!..nevertheless,Scissors sisters-i dont feel like dancing..makes me realize indie-disco is not that bad at all. heh.

You think I'm eager to shut your eyes, well
I'm sorry-everybody knows you can't break me with your gutter prose
Would you believe it, she sent me a letter,
The ring, it nearly weighs her down, she's got another boy, oh boy
Steady your ears... read my lips
Poetry is not a luxury, it's how I'll break this home
And when I'm really ill, won't you cradle me?
Man is not a noble animal, but maybe woman is, remember,

I heard you...

2006-12-01T18:04:00.000+08:00

Un-Blissed

Picture.
For four years, you've been living with unfortunate kids in Congo.
You were asked to do a documentary about them.and it takes 4 long years..
you were very closed with them.strongly knitted.as though you are part of their family.
But,after four years..you're called back.
its hard to leave..you really love the african kids.
they look at you with their teary eyes
But you could do nothing dont you.
you'll miss them soo much.
you wouldnt want to leave them.
they love you.so do you.
but,when the chapter closed.
its hard to reopen it.
it ends there.
even if you're to return.
it may not be the same kids.
unless,by chance.

africans,
they dont have permanent houses.
they moved to anywhere enough for survival.
when it gets too hot and dry.
they move again looking for cactus.
when it too dangerous to live there,
too much predators.
they move again..
looking for shelters and safer places.
and when you return..
you wont see them.
unless you're lucky
...

Only By Chance.

2006-11-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

Prom Night 2006

it was all wild and high yesterday..heh..and the dance..for once i felt guilty..but heck! its one night..and im nt gonna waste that..about the 85 dollars..personally its not ultimately worth it..but hey for the feel..its ok then.

aniwes..yeah kind of excited that we saw the unexpected wearing wonderful costume.yeah,chee ann looks very formal.the 'Zim'guy went really wild when dancing..probably in ecstasy.it was like a disco and my ears are still having the Wau Wau sound..and overall its good.oh ya..i won a lucky draw..its the number 8 of 25..which is a body shop shower pack..hahaha..its not so bad afterall.

so congratulations to the prom king(shakir) and prom queen(nafeesa).sorry but i dont have their pictures..and also lloyD for being the 'most beautiful' Miss China ever..hahah oh alrite the pictures..ill post it up next time alright

oh yah,everyone was so HOT last night!hahahahaha!

2006-11-27T02:06:00.000+08:00

Album Review:Nice And Nicely Done(Spinto Band)

Not Really A One Song Wonder

haha no surprise but they really gave me a lot of question marks when i bought this album..haha..

I dont think the time flies as fast as before the exams were over now..i think its really becoming slower..wic means longer holidays..yeah.but i just cant wait for the results..the waiting kills terribly..brutal..violent..anything that comes to any means of exaggeration..and now..

i think im just going off to sleep..
"theres nothing left to say"-Robbie williams on Sexed Up

2006-11-26T01:06:00.000+08:00

Start Of Something

after listening to Voxtrot..the mood suddenly change..and im so happy now..hey thanks ain!

ermm ya..actually im soo bored..and i just dont feel like sleeping while watching stevie G kicking City's ass..something really really random.

Master league Winning Eleven Squad:
Real Betis Balompie:

1.Sketelenberg (from ajax)GK
2.Lembo(Betis)DF
3.Juanito(betis)DF
4.Mathieu(from toulouse)DF
5.Nano(betis)DF
6.Fernando(betis)RMF
7.Assuncao(betis)DMF
8.Edu(betis)AMF
9.D Alessandro(from zaragoza)AMF
10.Insua(from St Etienne)LMF
11.Saha(from manchester united)FW

many of the players many would not know..but if your used to football manager 2006..maybe you'll know..look! the players maybe average.but I've build a wonder squad winning the Cups and league..i know the players maybe suck..and u might be thinking who the hell are they..Who cares!

incase anibody doesnt know what the hell is this all about..its a soccer game where u can buy your own players and play them..no not foot ball manager..its master league of winning eleven!..niwaes.that is what i have been doing to kill time for the past few days. and im playing it now woooo!

and yeah..my cousin stdying in wales(cardiff) went to muse concert..and being all gian and more gian looking at it..well maybe the effects..not them

know...just like how pink floyd goes.."how i wish you were here"...tsk tsk

2006-11-18T21:02:00.000+08:00

if i had known it takes few hours and few days late to celebrate after o's..
i wouldnt have take dnt..yeah..
god..and have to wait for another 5 hours till dnt starts..
while all others were having some gala time.
Jiame!

At first look,history was somewhat disastrous.
but brainy cells managed to get the click of the points..
and everything then started flowing....
k not so smoothly..but good enough
thanks to jiun wei..
i did study about world war 1..
its a lifeline..hurkkkk!!!

ive been nagged at the whole year..
second bro complained.
third bro complained.
mum complained.
first bro.. he would have complained if he's still in the house.
the only ignorant one and dont give a care was father.
wic is good.
actually, after taking a short break and looking at the room condition.....
Now i understand.

Young Bride

err yah..thats not bad rite? well it was much worst before the exams..
but hey good enough u dont see undies lying around,food packages,flies,
cockroach,baby diapers,caterpillars like how bad it appeared to be in pimp my ride..

ahh nwes ive got a lonng long story to write..
but im just lazy to write it all out for today..
lets just continue after DNT paper..
and then i'll write all i want.ok?

2006-11-12T16:07:00.000+08:00

Marimba Ponies

im certain that those kids play the marimba 1000500 to the power of 5 better than me..err wait..do we even need to compare..i dont think i even know how to play it after months of Bandless..nyehehehehe

few more papers left...Hold ooooonnnnn

2006-11-02T02:18:00.000+08:00

Oh Mama!

its feels like as if almost hours ago when i had to say "imagine o levels would later be right infront of our eyes"..and theres no need to imagine no more..that,we have to leave it to the future candidates.

almost literally, all the adrenalines are like rushing to your brains..with intense speed creating bolts of fire..and its really inevitable to stop it!heh, lets hope i wont turn to be like HAYWIRE (hehe..prison break hor!)

and the whole motive of posting this entry comes down to one reason......................................................................................................................................................................................................... for timbuktu years of blogging..i stil dont get what is this trying to depict...

<3

someone! enlighten me please!

Hi! IM DR MARVIN GUDAT!

2006-10-27T00:24:00.000+08:00

Nur Malisa Nizam

hahaha you wont know how excited i was when i received the news im already a pakcik!hahaha..oh and yah i present to you Nur Malisa.Dated 26.10.06..and the birthdate is similiar to azfar's and ashraf's...wohooo.

oh and yah..theres James Lai at the hospital just now.
and theres this 30-s woman who went crazy looking at him..hahaha..she really created a scene..and the nurse had to shut her up..wahahaha

Good LuCk For O's

2006-10-23T19:40:00.000+08:00

Yay!

Heard that?? WOOOO....

tomoro's Raya!

Selamat Hari Raya~!~!~!

but there's one thing im unsatisfied about..
THE SAYUR LODEH IS NOT UP TO STANDARD.SHEESH

2006-10-07T19:57:00.000+08:00

Idiosyncracy Of A Pea

i held to the ground..and tried the best
not to utter a single curse coming from my mouth.
right until the clock strikes 7 pm.
which then i can curse all i can to bloody irresponsible Indonesians
who cant give up trying to burn down their whole forest.
if psi of 80 in Singapore is personally bad enough..
the last travel plan in my mind right now would be sarawak and sabah
coz its simply stands at 200!
amazing..
and im simply almost breathles..
and the haze is killing me as much as the o levels
are going to be.

oh im not kidding and
plus the vision is getting blur
and i thought i just saw a headless man walking
on the void deck juz now..
and everything seems so cameron highlands
without the coldness and fresh air of course..
oh and yeah!
were fasting
and deprive of water and oxygen
can make u turn like
AFRICAN KIDS.
dehydration probably.

ouch! and my eyes are painful
ahh
i guess we need another WHO noww
no..
not World Health Organization
its World Haze Organization
and get an Indonesian President!
im so gonna suggest to Kofi Annan

oh yah i need an escape plan..
im not coming for O's
and madrasahs exam tomoro are just making matter worst.
prelims..dont mention. shall we?

Bambang Tolong! Sakit Sekali Mas!

2006-10-01T15:22:00.000+08:00

Wish You Were Happy

I remembered my kindergarten days...not like any other children..
i dont spend time going to void decks
and play with other neighboring kids.i dont mix much with them
and I only follow my mum to anywhere she goes..
usually she would bring me to the Block 34 playground where
this "Cik Senah" would sell some kuehs..and at that time
i wont spend time collecting the sands on the playground
but instead stare blankly onto some world map or country's state
not-so-elaborate plastic sheet..
partly because i used to have a severe asthma when i was a kid
only to be saved by some kind of camel herb *BLUEKKS*..
and yah back to that..
maybe thats where my ambition starts.
the prospect of becoming a journalist.
for now ive lowered the ambition..
if i am going to be a malay journalist
i would be more than happy.

and yah..
at that time..where kids
are struggling to know the capital city of our neighbouring countries..
i had already gone far to the scandivania and balkans
and more,i know more that time than now.
Ask me..
Armenia?
Finland?
Georgia?
or Djibouti?
hahaha...
i tink ive said this alot of times..
if it isnt for SBQ and the command of answering SEQ the correct way,
humanities would mean nothing.
coz i got this natural interest in history..
to the extent of reading articles in wikipedia the whole night or even up to 6 hours a day.but that was last time..hahaha
i dont have the time now. ;)

2006-09-24T23:23:00.000+08:00

A Civil Sin

technology had always been mirrored as a bad thing of the 21st century most of the time.the outrage of pornography among teenagers,violence,piracies and all of that are always drag in as an evidence by parents to show the negativity of having technology.Computers,handphones,TV's..all mentioned are the things that have a permanent paranoia on our parents mind.maybe not all but most of them.

but they never understand how technology had help in many ways.the convenience of communication to the burst out of information.such as guidance from wikipedia and all..even to the basic things of frontpage of yahoo.information and information.
its almost everywhere in the technology stream.honestly frankly and i can even swear that i use this technological advantage for the sake of information.im a Wiki freak..almost everytime im on internet..i would be hook on wikipedia and read about almost everything.and i really mean everything!
from bands to politics..to countries..to sports..to history..to muslim converts..to sportsman..to big events..mention anything.trust me.

and why suddenly im beginning to talk about technology..coz simply its becoz of the comp illiterate in my house.they know nothing about this and everytime i use this Greatest Human Invention.one thing would be in their mind would be me playing games.im not a 5 year old kid to be playing games all the time.ahh! thats so stereotype.

and furthermore technology have realy help me alot.share my views..about things with people like karthik,afiq or even ain most of the time.these are the people who i can find maturity and talk about them almost everything.and im really comfortable with especially these three people..of course i can talk to others..but i dont really understand how the others think.even to the extent of my close friends..talk about imran..no im not saying bad things.but its just that we cant communicate like serious issues..its always about music and music almost all the time..oh maybe once..about the rise of millitiarism in thailand..hahahbut other than that noo..or even khairul,i cant remmber talking to him about serious issues..partly because he is too overwhelmed on his world of love..the so called jiwang world..which long have i left.but to think of it..i was active in those things too..the memories of lefthanded to fotograf or more popularly known Wings..bt honestly speaking..i break away from these jiwang cacoon because there's simply more to other things than love love and always love.ahh its farr from technology now..but hey time change,and instead of lefthanded and wings..dicovery travel and adventure is something im always close with.
i love Ian wright..i love the globe trekeers crew..they are the ones hu made me realise that theres more to the world.thus,speaking of which..

I really love life more and more

2006-09-21T23:42:00.000+08:00

Centenary

finally it is the 100th post for the blog..
can we have a proper celebration now?
no.
because it doesnt concerns anybody isnt it?

wahaha nwes..
glad to say the prelims are over
but it ended up in a not-so-good note aniway.
coz poa paper 1 was 90 percent crap and 10 percent confidence..
so u know what i hav to expect rite?
but theres chances of passsing still.
ill leave it to god,andy wong,my answers and fate to decide

nwes,wat a good way to regain ur mood after doing badly for a paper
coz finally like finallY!
we did thrash 4/8
and the score is
6-2..amazing isnt it..
as promised i wont brag..
but hey who wudnt be happy if ur teams
managed to clinch such massive win.

ohh and how dare they called me bollywood..
becoz i had this ultimate cramp on the right leg
and everytime when they let go of the leg
the pain would come like stinging bees.
and i swear ..that wasnt a planned script,
or drama,
or bollywood
or even means of hollywood.
becoz it was really damn painful..
and adding to it..
i even had a fever.
but luckily i played the whole match..
well except for the cramp part.
oh and yah finally...
congrats to iswan and jiun wei for playing well..
they deserve their credits..

2006-09-20T15:54:00.000+08:00

Rehearsal Finale

glad to say that tomorrow is officialy the last day of prelims..
and im really really lookng forward to it..
because finally we're going to meet again.
its 4/8 and 4/9 soccer match!
its been a looooonggg time and finally were back for
probably last match of ours before our o's
u dont feel excited?
k nvm..

ahh know what..
probably in years time..
our young kids wouldnthave to learn about War in pacific
coz its seems like theres a new topic called..
Rise Of Millitiarism In Thailand.
wait!in case you are the i-dont-give-a-damn-about-the-world someone..
actually this is not a joke..
its really happening
and the armies of the Thai Forces set up the 19 Sept Coup
to overthrow Thaksin Government..
arhh!!
No More Chatuchak Bazaar
No more Cheap Goods
No more real-like-imitation jerseys..
No more unique t-shirts not found in singapore.
No more Ho Chi minh Printed t-shirts
No more everything that appeals for bargains!
err wait..
bt lets hope those armies regain their senses.and reopen
those markets..
looks like General Sonthi Boonyaratglin is gonna be the talk of the century.
well for the region at least.great

ohh and know wat.. i know even tho its the prelims and all
but hey ive been really entertaining myself with OK GO dances..
wahaha tell u its damn funny..
and i cant keep my eyes off the
a million ways dances.
pheww..its just great..
they're just so intelligent to bring indie rock
in a new wave..
u get me?
no yes?
good.

2006-09-17T17:08:00.000+08:00

Barbados

you know..really feel uneasy when i talk with my cousins.
both sides actually.
let me tell u why..
the fathers side.
all the cousin were so called leftist..
well they are too particular about religion
well im particular about religion too
but its just that they are in the madrasahs
and me being in the secular stream feel kind of
awkward when i mixed around with them
but still
glad to say they are the people who can make u laugh
or somekind of chaotic.
and not bunch of nerds.
but still its like ur lost in translation when
u talk wit them..
and i feel ashame when i talk to them
i dunno why
bt the feeling is just there
see.

ok so on the mothers side..
they are the so called 60 percent to the rightist..
they are particular about religion too
but more of the moderate ones.
and the sides are filled with
all the maths whizzes and science maniacs and all..
and why i feel awkward..
becoz i would be talking about the NYP'S , NP'S , SP'S ,IJC's or the best
NYJC's....
but them.
they're gonna talk about going to AJ's,NJC's,VJC's,RJC's
and for that
i dunno what to say to them..
theyre going to ask about my results and im going to say
oklah
not bad lah..
and i dunno until when im going to lie
cause my results are simply BAD
fullstop..
glad to say..becoz of them
ive become more eager to work hard.
i will.

2006-09-16T11:06:00.000+08:00

Hindi-Chini Bai Bai

my brother have always told me this..
"Shuddup ah Lhasa.."
and i started to think what the hell is Lhasa..
i know whats Llama but not Lhasa.
and know wat,i went to wikpedia and went to search for it.
and its actually the Capital city of Tibet.
yes the ex-Dalai Lama monarch rule.
bloody hell..

oh and it appeared in Straits Time Saturday about tibet.
they reported about the Beijing-Lhasa train express..
and u know what i saw this statement made by the first prime minister of india
Jawarharlal Nehru..
he said
Hindi-Chini Bhai Bhai..
wahahahah!
at first it seems like he's creating the spark to start a war
but luckily it means..
Indian Chinese Are Friends..
phew.

niwes.luckily so far,
all the papers were confidently done..
and none of the papers was worrying.
so i hope the results are gonna be fine..
and go for first three months.
HOPEFULLY!

2006-09-08T16:55:00.000+08:00

Chasing Pandas In The Middle Of Gobi Desert

you know..i used to have this on and off feeling of enthusiasm when it comes to blogging.sometimes I just felt like shutting down the whole blog.sometimes u begin to love it again.but as time goes by..its like blogging have become part of my life.and i really cant live without it!heh.

erm yeah,watched this show called 60 minutes where this american journalist,something wallace?,interviewing the president of Iran,Ahmadinejad.haha,i know most people would find this boring that im beginning to talk about politics now.haha but aniwes,i find that the president of iran is not what as-describe-by-bush as axis of evil.what i believe after watchin that show was..he was a man of peace..a man of honour.. a man of respect for all mankind..but under certain circumstances.when they do sumtin wrong.than he'll throw the negative comments but if not than he's ok with everybody.

and tellu wat, he didnt even raise his voice even though the journalist was like annoying him alot.he just smile throught out the one hour of interview.the way answer,everything was of sheer smartness..he dont give short,mundane,sarcastic or anything stupid comments at all.the questions were all answered really professionally.if they were to ask him a question he would answer everything in detailed.and the journalist was like annoyed with his words..and started being rude.but ahmadenijad appeared to be cool and calm.now thats what i call a perfect leader,a smart leader.and i realise this is important in this new era.. he said that now is not a time for bomb and only bomb.its a time for thoughts,cultural exchanges and debates..haha and im touched.thats what i call HUMANITARIAN.

oh and im glad that President Nathan did give condolence when the Iran Airlines(soviet style due to US sanctions) crashed on the runway.heh

2006-09-06T13:15:00.000+08:00

38 Degrees.

im really really sick.and maybe its just the exam fever .but i took the chance to reflect on what ive done.and i was really scared that i did too much sin.everybody wants to be a devoted muslim.its either time or ur laziness that act as a hindrance from being one.

and at the same time..i feel a little bit guilty that i had to quarrel about a blogskin to one of the best mates.well not really best but one of them.im really really sorry niwes.to think of it..its really really dumB!

haha and marvin..he is NOT ugly at all..all girls go GUGUGAGA over him.im serious.heh

haha nevermy..while im recuperating from this bloody fever..let me listen to some OK GO and Starlight(muse)..and then watch frasier..and then try the best i can to read some physics! i WILL!!

oh niwes..zahir have been a great mate.his teachings prove effective.i want him to become my E maths tutor!wahahaha! with a pay of peel fresh for each sessioN? hahahahah!

!

2006-09-04T20:20:00.000+08:00

Russia Or USA

soometimes its just so fun that u have so many things to talk in ur blog.
and being the second post of the day.i just had to say wat i think

looks like my prediction was right that he/she has been talking bout me.
hahahaha..
well kind of expected that.

by all means..I had never wanted a cold war
but when a fire is spark..ur first instinct is to extinguish it.
but sometimes it just get violent and the flame become wilder..
so u have no choice but to fight it with a fire extinguisher or water indeed.
so by all means..its never ending.

fine,i realise that a PINK blogskins is really ah girl.
but i dont want to waste time searching an appropiate blog skin for myself.
as long as its nice.
than im fine with it.
maybe im ok with it and ur not.
but who cares..
so what if u have a manly skin?
but do i play soccer?
do i listen to rock?
and behave like one man?
then its there.
im still a man
fullstop.

and incase u dont have that big eyes to see that i wrote
I DONT SAY IT
means i dont say directly that it is so 'ah girl' to have peanut butter jelly sandwich.
haiya!
and some more what?
u say ur a nice man?
wat an enormous self proclaim!
if ur a nice man.
u wudnt say
'i can't understand guys who looks for a "feminine touch" in a blogskin.'
in the first place.

HEH!
and sorry people..
i know i have been bitchy and irritating for this two post.
hahaha!
so bear with it..
or at least no need to come here until this ends..
hahahaha

aniwes..

MY BLOG MY SPACE

2006-09-04T17:51:00.000+08:00

A Cold WaR?

i know the cold war just ended about more than a decade ago.
but u'll never know if it may start again.

know what..u really hav to watch when u blog.
sometime u really dunt know if u offended someone..
or maybe he/she is just jealous..

and i dont even know if its wrong having a 'feminine touch' in ur blogskin.
and im not even talking about him/her when im talking bout
"rockish
or even something deadly,violent
or anything else that reflects You being a man"
you wont know if it would hurt somebody and retaliate about u in his/her blog.

maybe i was just being hallucinating.
that someone was talking bout me..
hahaha but i guess
there's no error in spelling
and the phrase is still the same phrase..
and do i bite a chilli?
i dont think so..

oh and it is my blog
and i have been doing this for like 1 and a half years or so..
i can say that im more of "experienced blogger"..
and wats wrong if its feminine and all
its my skin isnt it
and nobodie is going to come up wit hands on his hips..
and eww..that reminds me of JIM..
i think he likes JIM..
thats why he's thinking about JIM.

and i guess war Of the words has just begun
like in cold war..
no violence..just words..
oh and yah...
i do think that saying..
"gtg and eat some peanut butter and jelly sandwich"
is like so typically 'ah girl'...
but i wont say that ..
like i said its ur blog..
ur space.
and ur problem.

Steve Irwin,The crocodile hunter,had finally rest in peace at 44,killed by a stingray at Great Barrier Reef.Bless Him..may he rest in peace.

2006-09-02T16:40:00.000+08:00

You Need To See Using Your Eyes.

ahh first september post finally.
starting on a new month is not a good news at all..
especially when exams are coming close and closer
*shivering*

i dont see any meaning in having a joyride.
when i look at a skin,
i dont look for a menly design,
well maybe a bit
but im not too particular about having the skin being too rockish
or even something deadly,violent
or anything else that reflects You being a man.
what i look for?
something unique,nice,eye catching
colourful maybe..but of course a feminine touch wont harm
but not to the extreme.hehe!

haH! talking about feminine
i hate watching Camp Jim or instead
JIM himself
incase ur wondering
its a new show( i think )
on mtv..where cheerleaders-wannabe are.
so they train there and hopefuls of becoming the best american cheerleader
(wic i dont see ani purpose of being one)
and like any typical american patrioticised movies..
the ones you see in shows like Titans and etc.
they got an Ultra gay cheerleading leader.
as usual,abit plump here and there
rude.
bitchy.
or watever adjectives u have to classify a gay.
and watts more?
His name is JIM?
i dunno why but it just sounds so gay!

aniwes.something nothing got to do with this.
my bro told me about this woman
she's a chinese.
and she speaks english somewhat worse than HJB(oops)
and she was a laughing stock through out the one hour or so
in his school's auditorium.
in case ur wondering...
she is a popular figure..
well maybe the name of the company is.
but she's not that popular.maybe
and she is the creative minds behind Jean YIP!
wahaha yerp
the place where u get all the spas, slimming sanctuaries,salon?
etc etc.
hahaha!
but true enough theres no use laughing at her..
becoz all this while
she was the one who's laughing all the way to bank.

OK GO

2006-08-30T11:43:00.000+08:00

Lets Talk About Humans.

Humans prelims is less than two weeks away and i just begin to realise that...Theres hella lot of things to read for humans!....

bad news.

tomorrow is teachers day..
and im seriously thinking if i should buy for miss ong some things?

woohoo..its crazy to think that you hold a marriage that cost even up to a million..
and what can you say about tongue-wagging 6 MILLION..woah thats seriously sick.

and more,my fathers saving is not even a-tenth of it..hahaha!..thats maddd.

ahh the hindi movie,Kabhi Alvida Naa Kehna..is filled with partially RA scenes..Bollywood have really turn Hollywoodish

2006-08-26T16:27:00.001+08:00

Rock Kills Kid

Woo this band is great..currently blasting through my mp3 for multiple times..comment on it hahaha

2006-08-24T19:22:00.000+08:00

Hopping,On Girrafes From Ethiopia.

To think that 6 months of hustle and bustle,beatings and scoldings,naggings and bashings had finally came to an end.i think again and realised..i finally did it.(beating and bashing was an exaggeration.heh)

Hah oh yes oh yes.Finally Kiss Goodbye To Folio and all dnt shitz.for now, at least 60 percent of my whole dnt marks are going to be determined.malay's down.dnt's 60 %
down.all i can think of now are maths and all the stuffs that i never did well enough.(isit even near to enough?)

and i dont have to think about cheong day and night anymore.and his shadows that have been haunting me all along maybe even gone.but maybe not the traumatic experience we had with him.karthik knows why. The analogy we gave him..u can imagine from the name Temperamental Island to Auschwitz Camp or Guantanamo Bay and everything else. He was the pale dragon from china..and when he's in the bad mood.
dont expect him to smile at you.not having to scold you is considered lucky.
but still,at times,he isnt bad at all.but thats at times..and when i mean at times its really AT TIMES .

and oh ya,if u were to ask me could i play keyboard two months ago.i would say i would never be able to.
but to think that i'm alredi able to play clocks by coldplay..the two months ago response can alredi be wrapped up in plastic bag and leave the rest for SembWaste to deal with it.haha! and i cant believe that it didnt touch 15 minutes to learn the song..so yah,after 8 years of fighting through mosquitoes,running through the rains bla bla bla..maybe hopes of finding something would alredi be gone then..but believe it..that i finally found the family Yamaha Keyboard after 8 years.Believe it 8 YEARS!
and where i found it was somewhere that i always took a glance at before i leave or go into the room.

hahaha oh and can u imagine how happy i was at that time!haha wohoo..

2006-08-21T19:56:00.000+08:00

Big Time Dreamer Dont Always Go On The Wrong Side

William tan's speech was rather motivating,
encouraging,
and all other synonyms of it.

frankly,the one and a half hour was really
precious..
and hopefully.
His ABCDE would help alot.

What he achieve was somewhat my dreams too
without the marathoning that is.
or maybe its everybody's dreams too.

the 7 continents trip and
his adventures is more of an authentic experience

whatever it is..
the motivating wont help if i chose to wait and wait
or lets simplify it to procastinate..
and practical prelim is a week's away

so yeah while the time is there im gonna make use of it..
wahaha sounds familiar eyy?

and yah,chem prac is giving enourmous headache..
physics is a little easy

watever it is.
pile of works are awaiting me now.
kudos!

I'm Starting to get a little bit paranoid of having a lot of friends.

2006-08-20T22:29:00.000+08:00

Tri-Selangor State And The Mystery Museum

Ahh im waiting for my shutterfly to upload the pics while updating this..

so its home sweet home finally after three days of "holidays" and even manage to skip physics lesson for that..haha

oh and im glad that the trip goes well..
yeah to a certain extent..
oh so wassup with the title...
basically,we went to the three states in selangor..
namely, Putrajaya,Kuala Lumpur And Shah Alam..
putra jaya was where i enjoyed one of the most beautiful times of my life
honestly.hehe u shud go there and see..
KL was a shopping heaven.duhh.
and i know many people might be wondering why SHah Alam?
ah,so that was the most awaited but disappointingly
Mystery Museum.
not only taking pictures wasnt allowed.
i cant even see Mr pocong.
i know its not sumting to be upset about
mayb i was a lucky one not to see it.
but if tis happens,usually i feel unsatisfied..
and honestly i find the museum boring.
and wat freaks me out the most was only the video of
Entity 2 (indonesia's reality series).

and my advice is,
if u want to go there wholely just to visit the museum
i suggest better not.
well it doesnt woth the 5 RM if u cant see the white man
and it doesnt worth the effort too..
so i was a bit upset of the whole thing
and now im in the middle of
going to the either side
of to believe or not to believe.

bt aniways i enjoyed the trip very much
especially Putrajaya.
oh its beautiful YEAH.
and i tink thats all for now

and if u realise..
of all photos..there isnt any of my picture
coz i remove it heh.

finally,its back to reality.
and to think of it.
holidays during the weekend was crazy.
BUT,it was worthy.

alrite goodnight.

pictures are near the rojak tagboard..look carefully at putrajaya and the national monument of fallen heroes on World War 1

Tri-Selangor State 2006

2006-08-08T15:52:00.000+08:00

41st 9th of august. Eve

Oh the celbrations was great.
and i realy think yohannis performance realli showed
that she would win it hands down.
haha riverside idol?

so tis time a little bit special.
as most of the boys are wearing the Vonda jerseys.

err yeah the latter photo was more
of free for all.yeah.rojak.rite.

oh and yahh LAST WORDS..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MARVIN..and to end of
ill dedicate a song from our very own Step Cute!

wahahah!

2006-08-06T20:24:00.000+08:00

One Headlight

wat a sheer coincidence
at first,i thought i was the only one going to write about it today.
but i just i realise its not after reading ains blog.
haha kk so let there be two post at a time.
maybe the opinion differs.

haha so yah,the same thingg goes..i just finished reading berita minggu
about 5 hours ago.
it was about a local university grads who was into the
sex cycle with his boyfriend.
and even to the extent of 3-5 a week.
i know its been like the 3rd to 4th post im writing the same thing
but sumwat i need to say tis coz its related to another thing that happened.

and suprisingly,our malay society itself.
which strongly emphasize on the forbiddence of pre-marital sex
have a larger rate of it rather than the other races.
and then comes abortion along with it.

its disappointing when u read tis.
everybody have desires.
those who say they dont,deserves a smack on their head.
but the time is just not right.
and call urself a malay MUSLIM

wats more disappointing.
i tink im realli beginning to hate this Gangsters and mats more and more.
not only they embarass us.
create the lime light for our flaws.
but also for being so rude.and
deserved to be slap so tight.
that they had to faint on the spot.

my bro's friend went to the Geylang Banquet to have a lunch.
and her friend's friend asked her to order Cha Kuay for her.
so she went towards the shop and saw 3 mats at the shop.
one with tattoo all over the body.
and looking at him.most probably he is from the yellow ribbon project
so she asked.

"Chakuay due batang eh.satu ikan satu seafood"
(two sticks of cha kuay..one fish one seafood)
those bloody mats were giggling away and said..
" oh due batang lime ringgit kalau tige 7 ringgit je"
(Oh two sticks i give 5 dollars..if three sticks its only 7 dollars)
and the bloody mats were all laughing away.
for a moment that woman was wondering.
and she finally realised that those
mats were trying to be sarcastic.
in a way talking about how cheap she was.

i bet 100% that any wisemen would be so angry
that they could fry him and turn him into
cha kuay teow instead on the spot.
but tis is wat happens in our malay mats society.
they lack the brains,the wiseness,the thinking process to know the sensitivity
of a person.
or maybe theyre too uncivillized that they need to go Nairobi
and need a rehab.
watever it is..
if tis goes on.
these kind of people are forever going to pollute the malay society reputation.
no wonder we can see how the other races are looking at us.

BODOH!

2006-07-29T20:26:00.000+08:00

Guillemots

ohh the links archives and tagboard looks rojak
i know it isnt nice
but as long Laziness overatekes me..
then forever.that will remain there

i salute to the outmost respect.
for those creative minds who created
the animted version of 'anakku sazali'
and i got to say its great..

and oh ya i like thelast words..
Originality is hard to come by..
and when it does..
it goes away unnoticed.

oh u got to watch this...
http://youtube.com/watch?v=nd3DWQqdK-I&search=anakku%20sazali

2006-07-26T20:34:00.000+08:00

Crystal Balls

This is what you do when u have nothing to and desperateli need sumting to do.

Justina,Shawn and lastli SHIMA

life has been realli realli tiring lateli.im suffering from deep angst.and everything is damn sulky

2006-07-24T20:08:00.000+08:00

When The Hand Lost The Touch

im really pissed off..
that society is becoming more unaware
of the thing called..
resposibillity.

and now,since
all HDB flats have rubbish bin ouside the house.
unconvenient is one thing.
and the other..
i dun understand why there are such
heavy butts to even put their rubbish
inside the bin itself
properly.neatly.
making sure it goes into the chute
and not stays there..
and me being the regular customer
to the rubbish bin..

I'M ANNOYED

2006-07-23T11:06:00.000+08:00

Racial harmony day episode 2

ok yeah..
i skipped my madrasah for the second time
this term.
its a self achievement.nyehahaha!
not!

ok so like i promised,
im updating bout the RHD
so yah..as usual lah..the YEARLY stuffs.
just like boys always do every year
its seems very hard for us to try out other races costumes
its rather limited.
and the number of indians in the school
to exchange clothes with urself
is soo unequal?
if im gonna try karthik's..probabli im gonan blast it open in a second
if its muru's..then maybe i need to pull up umpteenth times for the pants
(i doubt he has an indian costume)

so what ever it is..
for the first time
i was equipped with Nikon Coolpix 4300
yeah not a fantastic camera at all
but be grateful
coz it is a digital camera. ;)

so started of the day with liyana's
contagious smile!

well the smile is not suppose to be an ominous sign
but it turns out.
yeah.
i wont describe the incident.
just hope he gets well soon.
but anyhoots muru.
ur not to blame.
dont be too upset
comittin suicide and watnots.hahaha
but yeah..
relax..its nuttin tooo serious

ok so finished taking pictures and all
and was even late for friday prayers..dammit
so i saw jamie chong..
and finally i get to talk to him
and ask if what my bro told me was true
and it is..
haha
but unluckily i didnt get to play with him.

oh then
its the temperamental hazard room
it was dnt of course
and it was a cut throat situation
i was damn lethargic
cant realli work.
and felt partially dying.
i was almost 50 percent when he
had to again reduce it to 40 percent

oh and to be rebellious.
i started bringing the chair out of the workshop
and started seating there.
and he shouted"oi JaGA ah?"
and i sincerely replied "ah..JAGA JAGA"

phew..
if ur saying ur tired of focus study..
be grateful that you dont have dnt as one.
sawing a metal rod..
is like having to take a blunt knife
cutting humans head.
err..yeah i know
thats a gross analogy

alrite i realli need to read up chem now.

2006-07-21T19:49:00.000+08:00

Racial harmony day Episode 1

what can i say?

wonderful start with a tragic end?

nevermine..update tomoro mayb

rite now,im just effing tired. and stressed up.i need to go to sleep.
and im seriously gettin tired with dnt
if onli i can so..
i wud just burn the dnt folio and artefact beyond recognition.

for now..enjoy the pictures beside the links

ignore my ugly pictures and enjoy the good looking photogenic people.errr

2006-07-19T19:22:00.000+08:00

The Day He Stripped At The Parade Square

maybe for once today
i shall stop writing about my philosophical post
and write in a serious note
about my daily life.
and not matters that u dont want to know
and u dont know
and u dont like
and u dont .....
ya.

i thought three days of Dis-post
is long enough
and i stopped the hiatus now
and start updating.
Yeah
so..

had listening compre O's for malay on monday
and i found it..
difficult..
yeah
difficult.
for the first time
i tink i did the worst list compre ever
and **** the radio for that
Daud yusof and the other cast was like murmuring all the way.
due to the (maybe) useless radio or useless antenna we had.

but

the next day
i think it wasnt bad afterall
coz it's onli a mistake.
but thats cikgu's answer.
NOT SEAB
we just have to hope for the best.

ohh and for dentist on tuesday
the 'date' was rather short.
maybe 4-5 minutes..
but last year was better
it didnt touch a minute
hah!
and its the same dentist.

and today..
the prelim orals for english
was a huge PHEWW!
i cant believe i can speak
yeah..
wooo..wooo..wooo
moments of tears and joy
but but but
i havnt know the mark
so i guess its better that i shud up..
my un-listerinised mouth for the moment.
but yeah Miss Nora gave all smiles.
and talking to her is like having
potato chips.
gewayyame?(get wat i mean?)

and im all free rite now
except for eng.summary.
and i cant believe i completed my humans yesterday
WOO

My Hopes And Expectations

2006-07-16T22:14:00.000+08:00

From Bangkok To Calgary

ive been hooked on chasing cars.
thanks to beloved snow patrol since Straws.
boring songs are usually associated with my songs
and i dont understand why u say that
and i dont understand why u like those noisy songs
anyway,different humans have different avenues
i pave my way,u pave ur grounds

and yet i missed another year
of baybeats.
woooo!
bad news.

Da Di Da Di Da Di Da Di Da

ohh,4-5 months to go..and i really going to change the soong..

soon soon

2006-07-10T18:33:00.000+08:00

Goodbye Deutschland,Goodbye World Cup,Goodbye Shakira,Hello Reality!

so,the dramatic penalties marks the end of the 31 days greatest
sporting event ever.
and because of tat..
im partially sad rite now..
coz the next time im watching the world cup
i cant enjoy as much as rite now.
if u still dont realise wat isit all about.
ITS UR NATIONAL SERVICE BOYS

and i have to wait for four years till the next world cup
in south africa..
oh dont underestimate their stadiums aite.
i know some wuld tink of
sandy fields,DAMN HOT weathers.
stadiums tat occupies only few thousands.
but south africa is a rich country yeah!.

so anitin.
im out now.
coz im back to reality
wic is my world cup
ITS UR O LEVELS DAMMIT.

ohkay before i go..
lets take a last look at the AZZURIS

oh look at them..they cant believe they won.
Congrats Italia.
oh last words..
We watch for the beautiful game..
not for BETTING

2006-07-09T15:47:00.000+08:00

Celtics And Drewberries

Sounds Like "Indie rock, (on a major; but that's just a style vs status issue). Emotional but not Emo (stop saying emo). Pop but not so popular (Warhol did pop in a commercial way. Rauchenberg did pop in fine art way). Soul-ful but not Soul (cuz like...no booty). Dream-pop, but not a Dreamsicle (well, maybe... if dark chocolate replaced the vanilla interior). Alt (because AP magazine says so) but not alternative...Maybe if Stipe or Cobaine endorsed it, but both will never agree. Haunting but not in an evil way; not like a scary, scary clown. Folkish but not country. Catchy - like when you catch a fishy. Moody but not e-winey. Melodic - yes.very. Rock but take it out of the rock-tumbler after only 3 days (more than that and they get too polished)

Honestly i love the way Stacy Dupree writes.
and ive adored her writings since like the first day i like eisley.
and more,its not easy for me to admire girl's writings.
i usually find girls writing a lil bit boring.
my stereotypical sense always tell me.
they write about stupid fantasy
usually about getting some boys
saying someones handsome and what nots.
but her writing totally impressed me.
oh i love imagination
and her writings are filled with imaginations
a sensible one that is.
and the way she writes.
never show any close than paris hilton
no signs of bimboistic writing.
only pure intelligence.

oh..
sums up..she writes Marvelous Things

2006-07-08T19:40:00.000+08:00

Mangkuk Of Cornflakes

theres no reason to blogg today
especially when ur mind is totally filled
with humans,maths,bla bla bla..and such
i cant seem to think either..
so ill just let the fingers do the typing.
while i just look on what the fingers are up to.

i dont tink i ever really tell anibodie about tis
but seriously i must say i adore cats..
to the max.
i even dreamt of working for SPCA..
and help cats excluding dogs..
living in 'misery' or 'poverty'..
or in simplicity.
lets just say
i lovee animals!
truly.

i still remembered times ago
when my first bro said..
wat u learn in school
will never be applied in life.
but strangely
this 'never be applied in life' things.
cost ur future.
so while learning,
lets put that mentality aside
and lets just act
as if im applying tis education for my future.
to think of it.
im still 5 miles to goo
to be geared up.
get set ready and goo
for the o levels.
alot of things to do
alot of things to study.
and shitty weather
the burden is unbearable.
but not always,
thats if u manage to organize the time well.

honestly speaking.
im starting to miss drums nowadays
know i shudnt be thinking bout tis
when o levels are like months away.
but the itchiness
cause severe sore.yeah kiddin.
but i really need to touch those sticks
and start playing like a noob again.
and i tink im begginning to suck at it rite now.
and its only one month since.

but ive decided no more bands for me.
unless its a matter of millitary one.
maybe i shud follow my bro's footstep.
to be a floorball player.
his luck
he alredi played professionally in the local singapore league
Taszillian Arowana thats his team name.
and he even knows hu is Jamie Chong(our schools new PE teacher.)
and he said Jamie Chong was from NTU before joining NIE.
so he played against him twice.
one on the group stage.
and another on the finals.
mayb i shud ask jamie chong one day.

hah nwes..im curious about..
how the word mat came about..to
describe tis ignorant,noisy,irritating
people..
whats more..
they were even called matrep nowadays.
and in my prediction.
mat is from ahmad.
but if ur talking about matrep
then maybe its ma'arif.
watever it is,
lets not make something useless
be the talking point.

what would you do if someone ask..which country ronaldinho play for? -_-'

2006-07-03T12:43:00.000+08:00

Stuck In A Paperbag

LOL!

my bro said he hates people saying LOL
he said it was lame and step cute.
i dont see the eligibillity for that reason
oh a wiseman ah?
but i dont like saying hahaha in msn either
people would say im a step cute too..
coz my hahaha is filled with 'cute' emoticons
and i dont see a reason to change it coz im too lazy

totallly weird dream yesterday.
i dreamt that shamsul maidin was the grandson of
pierluigo collina
and why the hell they appear in my dream.
dont ask me.
maybe i miss collina to much.
oh reminiscence of collina
bald hair.i shud cut like him one day
im getting tired of having
foolish matish trendish hair
now and then.
i love the wonders of being bald.
0 or 40 degrees.
its as windy as ever
well i tink
but i hate people labelling me when i cut bald
and if im going to cut bald
then im going to be fat
to enormous.
just a prediction.
maybe
or i need shebby singh to predict it for me.

ohh the punters must be crying in despair rite now.
no brazil,no argentina,no holland,NO ENGLAND
by the time world cup ends..maybe
singapore would record the highest suicide of all time.

its you and your 1966 bobby charlton
go be a dobi.
bai chi!

2006-07-02T20:03:00.000+08:00

All The Chilli Flames And The Prata Nights

one of the most boring world cup
i must say..
but the good things..
we dont see the common faces every four years tis time!
weheee

for the past two days.
i was in ICU
believe it or not..
i wont mind..
but i must say
the past two days hav been tough
i just feel like dying
i was battling the desire.
the eager.
to just walk off and go elsewhere
where nobody would see
and i wud be freee.
no more entangled looking at similiar faces coming now and then
i got tired of it.
very tired..
i just want to go home
but glad i survived..
and ive got home tis time
i call it
Intesive Cleaning Unit.

ya ya i know it was lame.
shuddup.
but it was damn tiring frankly.
and believe it I wipe off over
maybe 1...2...3...4...
1000 plates
1000cups
1000bowls
1000 pairs of fork and spoons.
god knows.

and lucky my bro is kind enough to retrieve my handphone for me
at least the youth day is vacant.
finish up homework?yeah,
and start revising? alrite!

2006-07-01T18:56:00.000+08:00

Long Lost Twins

wat a random thing to blog.
watched argentina vs germany match yesterday
and cambiasso missed penalty at tat time.
and when he raised his hand of regret
i just realise he really look like brandon flowers
from the killers

maybe not as accurate tis time..u shud watch the match if theres a repeat..
and ull get wat i mean
no wonder cambiasso is always a mr bright side
he didnt cry after he missed penalty
yesterday.hmm

2006-06-29T19:49:00.000+08:00

With A Slice Of Yorkshire Bread, And A Bun Of Sheffield Jam.Days Of An Englishman?

just like the KTM..those words just flew in straight through the brain
so,finally malay orals tomoro.
and ive rehearsed yesterday.
and heeding the advice of ma'am(haha!)..
i should conserve my voice
perhaps some useful tips from the experts.
heh.

and i was really really looking forward for the weekends
to sit down.
take out all books files and shits.
and start doing something out of nothing.
but little tat i tought.
im going for a pre wedding,a weddin the next day and to wisma the next day
no days left.
and only homeworks for my revision.
tats sad.

milburn is giving the hype lately.
i feel happy listening to their songs.
its like
i see the light at the end of the tunnel.
wait i cant use tat.
tat applies for christians.sorry
but yea..the song makes u happy and all
on contrary,muse give me the spirits.
the spirit to persevere.and go on and work hard
to strive or anything.
and with muse and milburn
working hand in hand
guiding me side by side
maybe all the way to olevels.
Insyaallah.(tats appropiate)
they would help alot.

strange,songs do play big roolee.

listerine causes tore to the gums.
and getting a little worried here.
hah!

oh oh ok..
tats all.
for now tat is,
i have to sit down.
meditate? rite..
and relax.yeah

2006-06-26T18:58:00.000+08:00

No More Oranje

if its a week ago.i would say that argentina is going to reach the final.but its still rather premature to say theyre going to win it.and germany are the one posing the BIG threat.their performance are also getting lack nowadays.exceptional of maxi rodriguez at least.

and now that oranje's gone.

whats left to hope

1.Portugal Will Beat England

2.Germany or Argentina Win The World Cup
(but i will prefer the latter)

and true enuff..im trying hard to control those eyelids.in class.thanks to world cupor wat else can it be?

err ya.nwes..
dont be shock if u see one stuck ahbbeng in 4/9 class
let me guess.
u must be thinkin bout shawny and sammy.
but no.. its me..
coz my hair realli looks like either

ahbeng/mat

u choose.but dont say tat infront of me..
please!.
and im realli hating it rite now.
coz...
im like bringing price tags
that shows
5cents.
wic cost a fried popiah?

oh get it?

and yah..i understand its the world cupbut im saving some space in tis post for the 4/9
match too
oh ya and we versus 4/8 three days before school reopens.
suprisingly,
for the first time..
we led 4/8 3-1 in the first half
but god oh god.
the final score was 5-5

and applause applause to christian
coz he scored three goals!
dont believe it!
i shud hav record it.
ahh tats ok!.
and for the first time in
history of playing right back
i made a Cross.
u know how tough to cross
being a right back..
i hav to run up and down and such
and tiring
wic cause me..
unsincerely forcing my eyelids open
to catch wat imam was saying
during friday prayers
but i fail aniway!

oh ya just as i promised Dina!
she was noisy and all during the match!.
hahaha!
but she tripped mee!
haha its ok dina
its not often tat you trip me.
hahaha!
hey,the whole world didnt know yet!.haha

oh ya..elmo fell due to my tackle
and he injured his shoulder.
and im guilty
but it isnt dislocated.
so his ok with tat!wohoo!
but wat reelly makes me guilty
was his groan!
and believe it
he still cant move his shoulder
haha!

oh and ya
holidays are over
and its focus study!
gosh..
and found out
english focus study wasnt bad at all
didnt fell asleep at least.
hooo!

one last thing to say!
jiun wei's hair looks like wang lee hom now.
arghh just joking
but sincerely nice!
heh.

2006-06-22T23:37:00.000+08:00

Starlight

was flipping thru some magazines just now
and i came across
tis someone
maybe some of you know him as well
and i dont tink he's tat unknown afterall..
oh ya he's singapores own london-based fashion designer
who manage to claim his hall of fame
in UK

oh and its none other
than...

Ashley Isham

rite rite
so watever it is..
im shocked
to realise
the benefits being a fashion designer brings.
and gosh his house was big and stylish.

suprisingly,kylie minogue consults him
rather than local ang mohs or whites
fashion designer.
something to be proud of
being a singaporean.
even to the little things
of being a fashion designer..
the roots is still where u came from...

Glad to say
there was sudden liking of
Imogen heap Suddenly!
and the feeling have gained reputation among
common folks

something to cheer about..
pop the ice creeams!

far from glasgow
doesnt mean a barrier for the arrival to singapore.
and suprisingly mogwai are gonna make their first appearance
in the esplanade on 1st august.
*scratches head*

so now hu's gonna go?

Robbie boppy
hes coming to singapore soon too..
but 18th novmber?
sounds like o levels duration.

oh ya..
my bro brought home a live 8 cd just now
onli to think he bought it for me.
but bloody hell.
its his friend's birthday presents.
but but but
he gave me the permission to watch it before he give it to him
so yah

i enjoyed.

and the killers performance was a blast.
muse too.
razorlight too.
snow patrol too.
pink floyd too.
sting too.

ALL OF THEM

2006-06-21T18:52:00.000+08:00

Okaaayyyddooo

Other than the world cup.
life has been full.
fillled.
4/4.
watever synonimity of it.
BORINGG.

yes yes
dnt was stressful enough
and it makes u piss!
like mad.
i'd rather join
F&N for tat.
but no
im not gonna give up
im not!

and with the stresses coming along
and with tag of boredom
the onli thing that can help me extinguish these
negativity of life
is to watch
more and more of hard gay episodes.

wait wait
hardgay
not literally hard gay
but the hard gay im referring to

is the sickest,freakest,funnies,wackiest
japanese comedian
ever.
Equipped with his
Black ala Harley Davidson Cap
Black Hot Pants.
Black Studded Jacket.
who haunts the whole of japan
with his gayish act.
and gosh
they love hiM!
ahh!.
finally some positive things
about being a gay
gay anibody!

yeah yeah
and i bet
it makes steam
blows off ur butt
dont believe me!

go on to youtube and type hard gay

or if ur too lazy
watch it here!

hoooooooo!

2006-06-19T11:25:00.000+08:00

I Found Out

i found out theres such country as
Jersey and Guernsey in the middle of english channel
in between of england and france.

i found out that volcanic mountain flooded the whole
of iceland.

i found out that theres onli 4000 people living in san marino
(near Italy)
i found out that isle of man is a country and not a part of UK.

i found out tat theres 1000 people living in Svalbard.
(Near Arctic:Country)
i found out tat canary island near the continet of africa
is part of Spain

i found out tat there are volcanic mountains even in Saudi.

Thank You Google Earth

they say curiosity kills the cat.

and if this goes on..
the curiosity is gonna kill me
for wasting time on tis.
and not studying.

But Still,
The World Is Too Big To Be Uncovered

2006-06-18T12:18:00.000+08:00

Farting Is Such Sweet Sorrow

Suprisingly,thats a quote from himself.
william shakespeare.
surprises.
how i lovve it.

oh tis is lovely..

written by The Daily Telegraph

'They have the stamina and spending
power that showed England has a team to
take on the world----------in shopping.'
-on Posh Spice and other wives
or gf of world cup players.

hah!
i love it.

oh ya did u read the news about
Lisa Lewis when she strips herself
to be only left with a bra and panties..
and runs around the field
during a test rugbymatch between new zealand
and the irish ..

and her mother suprisingly said,
'She provided free entertainment to 30.000fans.
who were obviously impressed.'
haha thats like amazing.
amazing mother she got there.

haha oh
incase ur wondering,
why such interest on quotes
oh
then its all credits to the straits times.
never fail to entertain.

believe it..
u can get big entertainment with the slightest
forking out of 80 cents?
Wonderful!

err..
i sound like a salesman for straits times.

2006-06-13T00:02:00.000+08:00

Status:Single..Sex:Yes

ordinary story making people turn awry.
incredible start just for the retards.

the title reflects.
the 'so called' in thing in singapore.
"i tink its ok to have sex la.we have to try aniway"
sentence that to them
------->
appears more like a cliche than extraordinary.

k nuff.

it appears more everlasting.
it doesnt helps quenching the thirst.

after looking at the price of riquelme's argentina jersey.
true enuff..it proves world cup are as hot as ever.
the jersey itself cost 85
with riquelme name..it cost 140..

wat a gap!

Sought of discussin with karthik earlier today.
about the typical minds of some...-fiedess(not rascist)
u know who.

its not a matter of skins or language or watever.
but its a matter of soccer itself.
the sudden rush..
justlike the california golden rush
of getting into the in thing of world cup.

its like.
watsup with their typical minds of england bullshits.
of winning the worldcup.

they dunno antin..
and suddenli appear
to proclaim England as the best or wat so ever..
and exclaiming other teams as weak.
just because of the exposure in newspaper about the EPL!

great.

2006-06-09T17:57:00.000+08:00

Ga Ga

The world cup brings anxiety.
partly the matches.
but the jersey comes along.
it looks nice and tempting.
and i wud like to have nethrlands's away.
but tat would cost 1/2 of my balance allowance.
which requires me to starve for some days.
how now?
brown cow?

it requires two balls to crowned the world cup as the greatest event.
maybe not for Mr Goh.
did u say..
forget about the world cup
sacrifice it.
and u expect us to wait for another 4 years.
wic probably be us lying on the bunk while watching the matches.
(NS to be specific)
go fart the butt!
hell no.
as long its not the extent of earthquakes and tornadoes.
the world cup is an event not to miss..

Sorry Soccer Widows

oh oh
suprisingly
we do have a world cup cooker in the house.
sorry
its not a really cooker
but credits to grandma
for being so supportive
and providing all the food for surviving the night.
im soo looking forward.

With parents in Saudi.
its all about world cup

and wat else.
That colombian Shakira's performing.
how wonderul!
now,CSi comes second.

World Cup Comes First.

here comes orange army

2006-06-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

Lovely

only god knows how glad i am when i saw it.
it was almost everything.
perhaps a glimmer of hope.
its all about ferrero rocher.
i dont care whoever bought it
just wait for it to disappear.

im getting more and more excited.
for two things.
1.the world cup's starting.
2.muse album coming out.

but only to be spoiled with sumtin.

Friggin DNT Folio.

life have been boring.
including news.
other than the upcoming world cup of course.

its never complete without news.
tat explains my freak-ish ness.
oh no dont see me as a geek.
and i dont want to be nicked...
Freaky-zilla or even..Geeko!
tats a night mare.
ive got enuff of being called...
Changi Clan

thanks for tat afiq.
*@^#^#&*@((^$^$

from sg.yahoo news.
to straits times and newspapers.
wat do i get.

Of course those nutters who lovess war.
Iraq.
Timor Leste.
Afghanistan.
Somalia.
Nepal.

true enuff.
doomsday are sure not tat far.
sounds so cliche.
everybody knows tat.

if onli i can act as a meditator.
and muse all those war-nutters to stop!
oh gosh.reminds me of history.
Superpowers.
Cold War.
USSR.
USA

boring histories that changed the whole world.
did i just say boring.
oh but history is my favourite subject aniway.
onli tat i dont like to read them.
and being the Freaky-zilla.
im like Lay Hoon's parrot.
and kept on muttering to myself by dragging her sentences.
if onli im good in source based
being a historian wudnt be a problem

2006-06-05T18:37:00.000+08:00

Frankfurt,Hamburg,Neunkirchen-Hotspots.

homesexuality are becoming more like a trend nowadays.
trends that are misconcepted as hip and urban?
or maybe its just the hormones.
metrosex and homosex-
absolute two different things.
Nuttin Synonymous about tat!

so dont get tat wrong.
alrite.

colinandkero.blogsot.com erkss alot.
people dont get tired laughing at them,
and disturbing them.
cant blame us.
please,
dont say we are homoforbid or sumtin lik dat.
but its a total pain in the ass.
it totally clashes with the asian tradition.
wassup with the desire with ur same sex!
instead.
i think jealousy shud be present more than desire.
alrite go ahead and say blame the parents.
or
we're born like these.
"you cant expect us to changes.
its fated."
stop giving fate as excuses.
and start realising tat..
fate can be changed.
if u try hard to change
everything needs effort.
born stupid doesnt mean being stupid for the rest of the life.
unless ur talking bout down syndromes or those at the special olympics.
tats wat i call a real fate.

i dunno why im getting hard on this actualli.
but i just feel weird.
u totalli dont look good being a homosexual.
im nt saying being homosex is bad.
you see,
its ok to be soft.
its ok to be even overly close with girls.
and share secrets with each other.
but tat doesnt mean to the extent of liking the same sex.
thats so uh-unacceptable.

to the asian societies tat is!

2006-06-04T11:52:00.000+08:00

We Dont Have Seasons In Singapore

i know tis skin looks rather girlish or watever.
and i dont evne know how to delte the poems.
so watever it is.
i dont care as long as the skin is nice.

and yah its a sunday!
enjoy the day then!
carpe diem!

2006-06-04T11:02:00.000+08:00

Where The Bloody Hell Are You

Have u watch the australian tourism ad.
i kinda find it cool.
where the bloody hell are you?
and there was the spoof version.
where the fucking hell are you.
inserted with some racist stints.
done by the australian police.
but its cool.

and i managed to open life straits time today.
and i read about the NUS business school ad.
i went to youtube to look at the ad.
and haha its true .
its like lame....
they preffered massasuchettss and all
for NUS wic ranked 92
and the last part was.
"do you know they dont sell chewing gums in singapore.
and the boys there are kinda cute"
oh goodd!

2006-06-03T16:16:00.000+08:00

Pappadamz And Chappateez

You feel kind of free when ur parents not at home.
its like you can do anyting u want.
the only obstacles maybe perhaps ur fellow siblings.
but its not as bad aniway.

its a huge relief at least to hear their voice.
mum and dad have have finalli landed in Doha,Qatar.
before moving on to Jeddah with aeroplanes.
wic maybe takes anoter two hours.
7 years ago,
was the last time i landed in jeddah.
and the last time i had a major asthma.
thanks to herbal camel heart's drink soaked in ginseng.
eeeww.
but thank god.
im okaY!

so,went to the airport yesterday at 11pm.
and had to wait till they go in at around 2am.
it was a damn long wait of course.
so yah i was damn sleepy.
and all i did was staring at the aiport blankly.
while looking at some stewardress walking past.
they were alot of them.
some from china airlines.
korean airlines.
but of coz nothing can defeat the emirates stewardres..
Fly Emirates.
why not.
as long as u keep up with those stewardress.. :)

whopper from Bk is sin sin sin.
marvellous.
Paris Hilton ad in Carls Jr is hot.
why do I talk bout burgers?

Im craving for it!

: im back to the rock the stage of beat-box.
wat an enormous self proclaim.
why is there such people with large ambition.
and telling it to everybody.
publicizing it in MSN nick.
thats so ignorant.

Lloyds hair looks more like Hidetoshi Nakata.
he looks like one japanese from Harajuku.
haha!
harajuku?
sounds like malay compre.
urghh

2006-06-01T19:47:00.000+08:00

Idiot Pilot

Just cant believe it.
karthik does watch one tree hill.
haha.
i tot its all about coffee with karan.

hah!
malay talentime was impressive.
to a certain extent yah.
oh ya i cant believe faqih and ihsan can sing.
good job tho.

but partly it was blistering to the ear.
maybe some of them.
maybe not the majority
nevermy.

Youtube is getting useful day by day.
alot of people said tat.

finally,i think my brains are starting to follow the flow of my mums words.
alrite ya she hav been pestering me with o levels.
my maths.
my sciences.
my humans.
almost everything.
and finalli i began to ripped of my tys.
and start doing them.
how impressive.
dont laugh~!

2006-05-31T18:10:00.000+08:00

Its A Free World

"F-word" banned in World Cup-free hotel
LONDON (Reuters) - A hotel is offering football-free breaks for "soccer widows" desperate to escape wall-to-wall coverage of the World Cup.
Any guest who overhears a member of staff mentioning the f-word -- football -- will be given a free glass of champagne.

"The bookings are starting to stream in," said Mike Bevans, manager of the Linthwaite House Hotel in the picturesque Lake District, one of the country's prime tourist destinations.

The sport supplements are being taken out of daily newspapers and, instead of blanket TV coverage of the big games, guests will be offered a string of romantic movies on DVD like "Dirty Dancing" and "Pretty Woman."

How interesting.

2006-05-30T18:08:00.000+08:00

Wats Tat Purple One?

after reading joannes blog.
perhaps ive got maybe not the best.
but one of the best shocks in my life.
that you will start forcing oxygen tanks onto ur mouth.(exaggerate)
relax.
its becoz.
our RS band is playing DRAGOSTEA DIN TEI!

*cheena tone*( wah damn stupid ah..
nanina..)

enough of tat IM PUKING.
i dont see ani reason why theres a need to play tat song.
but of coz tat song is not stupid.
but more than tat.
dumb.
and lets figure out.
how wuld u play tat song with all those instruments and drums.
probabli it'll end up like.
BCM.

Like they say *malu*.
good enuff.
ive left the band.

Today,
probabli the best days ever.
i realli flushed out all the stressES.
coz we played soccer from earli 8.
till well late 1.
ahah!
and we play in the rain.

oh ya.
typical post lah.
finalli!
mt o levels hav ended.
and for once.
i feel happy,
arghh.
everybodie said tat in their post.
haha.borring.
alrite lets not talk about mt o levels.
but for sure..
i feel
relieved.
like Duh!

oh ya tomoros the causeway challenge.
haha.

imran=brinjal.nyehahah!

2006-05-28T15:00:00.000+08:00

9 to 5

i cant stop listening to the ordinary boys lately.
boys will be boys.
but how stupid it is.
boys will never be boys.
sooner or later.
we are going to be men soon.
and i pray to god.
6 years time and.
the boyship wuld be gone.
sailed away far from the indian ocean.
and land up in mauritius.
playing with some charcoal kids.
im not rascist lah.
charcoal stands for black.

I know i shudnt be updating rite now.
tomoro is the malay o's!
wohoo!
yapedoo!
yapedee!
theres nuttin to be happy about.
i know.
tell ya.
IM NOT CONFIDENT OF A DISTINCTION
not at all.
its possible.
just not confident.

but of coz.
after succeeding a distinction!
i'll buy noorbaya a house.
riteee.
everbdie seems to love noorbaya so much.
hakim said tat in his nick.
imran said tat in his nick.
ashraf said tat in his blog.
well evrbdie showed their love in one way or another.
well me too!
noorbaya!
wo ai ni!

2006-05-23T18:45:00.000+08:00

God's Creation
Oh wait wait..
tis photo wasnt taken by me.
but ya i was just fascinated and curious on wats happening on the thing thats everybodies been talking about.
haha.
oh ya it is. thats mount merapi located in Yogyakarta,Indonesia.
No,im not teaching Geography right now.

just informing.haha.

ooh ya enjoy....

Look at the stars.haha wow..
Reminds you of lord of the rings?
Welcome to Mordor!
Woww

Double Wow.

Frankly,i realli tink tat was beautiful.
Sometimes u realli begin to appreciate nature after seeing tis kinda tings.
and im totalli impressed.
its definiteli true.
Nothing can beat God's Creation.

Hah! so get the idea why ive always wanted to be a Nat Geo journalist huh?

2006-05-21T22:22:00.000+08:00

Gnarls Barkley

The worst u wud expect of a class photo.
Rotten,rusted chairs and ugly old stage.
tats si ling primary school.

wat wud u expect sitting in between two mat metals in madrasah.
an uber confusion and dumbness.
wat stratovarius?
wat opeth?

its 11 pm and shima just reminded me of malay paper 10.
gotta do now.
or baya is gonna hang me upside down!

2006-05-13T21:25:00.000+08:00

Never 3 Without 2

The heat is just there.
and i just cant wait for the match in Cardiff to start.
i know the team is like nuttin got to do with me.
its like im a singaporean.
infatuated with an england club.
totally no connection there.
but the chemistry is just there.
so not my fault.
but u can just be a parasite falling in love with other country's sports.
coz you know ur country will never make it.
fat hope.
absoluteli.

its frightening to think wat wud happened after the O's.
everybodie says secondary is ur best moment of life.
true enuff.
theres alot.
many.
everything happens in secondary life.
almost everythings memorable.
i can feel how fast the time flies.
and how fast im gonna sit in the frightening,tense,hot,sahara-like hall.
but actually,we dont have to talk about the o levels all the time.
theres always sumting better in life.
but no.
u can try to forget bout it.
but somehow.
it will popped on ur brain just like gases from chimney.
everything that u see has realli got to do with it.
they say,you cant escape from reality.
for once,i realli hav to agree with that.
i do think bout it.
like why cant we skipped tis o levels.
and just go ahead with tertiary education.
but to think again.
u cant be having PSLE and a diploma/A levels straight away.
there can never be 3 without 2.

2006-05-12T20:07:00.000+08:00

Sports Carnival 06.

The carnival is over.
and its time to get back to reality.
theres of coz nuttin to reflect on the carnival.
but im just proud.
we still manage to clinch the second place for overall.
good job people!

of coz like any sports day.
the atmosphere was tense.
excitement.
electryfying.
and everything else.
you can name it the mini world cup if you want.
and of coz me being one of them.
and also any typical chairperson of aany class.
u realy wud want to lift up the trophy.
but tats ok.
i just love looking at the teamwork effort.
everybody helping out each other.
in their weakness.

lots of things happened.
terrible emotional breakdowns.
terrbile excitement.
evrything seems balanced.
but the end of the day.
all of us know one thing.
we did our best.

98.7fm have gone out of favour for me.
ive stopped listening to local radio station.
until the idea of listening to uk radio strucked onto me.
yes.
i did.
i finalli managed to enter a uk station.
ive begun listening to virginradio.co.uk

its less than a 25 days till im taking my first o paper.
and its gona be malay paper.
if im not getting an A for the paper.
im gona be totally upset.
With the thoughts of the CA marks alredi strucked fear on me.
but im glad.
at least theres sumtin to set my eyes upon.
on a beautiful prospect.
of achieving a lovable grade for my english.
coz yes im gonna try.
and sail test alredi showed 1/5 of it.
i passed my sail test and its.
20.5/30.
fine i know its not tat good afterall.
but at least the hopes of achieving of it.
is not impossible afterall.

2006-05-09T16:08:00.000+08:00

Juturna

finally,tis is my 50th post of the blog.
and 50 more for a hundred.

If theres such thing as the dreadest subject award.
it wud bee POA.
tomoro is the final test for common test.
and being the last paper.
I would hav expect.
"k.finish these two hours paper and its hoorah!".
But no..its a no with the capital letter N cause its gonna be a 3 hours paper!

And yeah finally i got my physic papers.
theres nuttin to be happy about.
instead,something to be regretted for not checking my paper and also to always put those units!
coz i got a miraculous 44/90.sibei suay ah!
and looking at chemistry.
Im saying this..
thats it.
theres goes my combined science.

2006-05-07T01:13:00.000+08:00

Elections

As expected..
the two opposing parties seats were retained.
I didnt realli care about sembawang GRC about not being won by the SDP.
but im glad that WP put up a great competition in Aljunied GRC.
enough of politics.

Tomoro is a sunday and i havnt start on my chemistry.
Yet.
Not even my DnT.
and im trying to figure out how to start it all out.
3 more papers to go,
and my first destination after the papers,
probably,
to go to the Sultan Of Selangor cup between sleague all stars and the malaysian stars.
Free for children.
Im up for it.

Theres the FIFA world cup 2006 gaming competition.
and i thought mayb i shud try joining it.
But im better of in winning eleven than fifa.

I wonder how much is the scoreline for the Boys From Brazil against the two singapore teams.
Lets hope its not a matter of humiliation.
Or,at least..lets hope nobody got warded for heavy migrane.

2006-05-05T19:44:00.000+08:00

Polling Day Eve

None other days have been any better than Fridays.
Aka relaxing day,aka mini sports day and aka
.....the 5th day of the week?
watever it is..
its full of fun laughter peace and joy.
believe me.

I escaped from falling for three times.
but didnt manage to for the fourth time.
it makes me think of Rooney.
Coz i caused a reaction to my 5th toe(coincidental to the 5th day?)
..and make it turns purple.
or so wat u called it err..err...bruise?.
And its painful!

Its shocking to hear a sec 1 boy askng..
you watch porn?
and i bet afiq got his shock of his life too.
wat caused yellowish carbon monoxide-infested brains they have at 13?
Probably i have to leave tat to the experts.

The word porn may be the word of the century.
21st to be specific.
Shakir hugged karthik at chem lesson just now.
and miss fu goes..
please dont doo tat..
its a disgrace especially for asian societies.
Motivating.
probabli better than some Opposition party speakers.
There was the political broadcast on tv yesterday.
and wat motivating speech do i get from these oppositon speakers?
................................................
................................................
................................................
zilch.

Some people say dont vote for pap and wat nots!
I dont favour the PAP also.
but at the same time.
neither do i favour those opposing parties.
But to be a leader.
you cant be having NITEC,PSLE,O Levels
Worst to the worst,Perhaps a diploma?
singaporeans speak without tinking.
qualification matters in leaders.
not to say PSLE holders knows nutting.
but with PSLE..wat do u know?
im not discriminating them in anyway,
even my father's qualification is onli up to the PSLE.
Sorry.
if you feel insulted

Oh wait im not Pro-PAP.

So why not.
Maybe for the election.
I just hope the opposition parties win some seats.
and i would be more than happy.
but the capabillities are important of coz.

Coldplay is coming to singapore.
im confident.
I'll never go.
Lets see.

In love with arcade fire.